hermionesviolin: a build-a-bear, facing the viewer, with a white t-shirt and a rainbow stitched tattoo bicep tattoo (pride)
October is GLBT history month. Explanation from the website:
Thirty-one GLBT leaders were selected, one for each day of the month. Equality Forum solicited state, national and international leaders for nominations. The nominees comprised individuals, living or dead, who have distinguished themselves within their field of endeavor, as national heroes, or in the GLBT civil rights movement.
***

Not gonna lie, having made a really long post for National Coming Out Day last year, I didn't really know what to write this year. I mean, we're all pretty clear on the concept that I find lots of people with various different bodies attractive, right? And that my preferred self-identifier is "queer" but that I often use "bisexual" for a concision-and-clarity combo.

Merideth posted a YouTube vid: Students from Baker Hall West at The Ohio State University post a response to the call from HRC (Re: National Coming Out Day 2007). It reminded me of the power of knowing people who are out, which I sometimes forget since I have so much queer in my life. [I also like this Featured YouTube vid.]

The HRC article says:
National Coming Out Day, Oct. 11, 2007, falls on the 20th anniversary of the 1987 Gay and Lesbian March on Washington [...]

Today, nearly three-quarters (72 percent) of Americans say they personally know or work with someone who identifies as gay or lesbian, according to Peter D. Hart Research Associates Inc. In 1987, only 11 percent claimed that they associated with a "male homosexual" on a regular basis, according to ABC News and The Washington Post.
Yesterday I was being reminded of how despite the secularization of Christmas (and the fact that early Christians co-opted lots of pagan stuff), SecretSantas and even Yuletide are inherently not "non-denominational," and other issues of how contemporary Western society is structured in a Christian-centric way. And about the importance of being attentive rather than being thoughtlessly tokenizing or "inclusive." What I find really interesting is how many people are saying that what's important to them isn't so much that certain things actually get changed (like Yuletide going live on Christmas Eve) but just that people acknowledge that stuff isn't as inclusive as they like to think it is.

And today I learned that yesterday was World Mental Health Day. You know that joke about how one in four people has mental health problems, so look at three of your friends and if they seem okay well then maybe it's you? Leaving aside the obvious issue that not everyone who's "crazy" particularly "looks" crazy, once I was in college I found that what felt like the majority of the people I hung out with were or had been in therapy or were on medication for something. (In contrast to high school, where I don't think it ever came up.)

I don't have any profound summation, just: Categories of people are made up of individuals. When you talk about categories, keep that in mind.

***

A couple of weeks ago, Amy ([livejournal.com profile] fox1013) and I were talking. We didn't really have queer teenagerhoods, but we did do the queer (ya) lit binging.

What with Amy's kidlit program and [livejournal.com profile] worth_the_trip and all, I've been wanting to read queer ya lit again.

I have a list from c. 2002 (and a few I know I've read since then), but even with the blurbs I wrote down, I don't remember much about most of the books I read back when I binged, so I feel like I should reread some of those as well, though I worry that I'll return to books I remember fondly and dislike them this time around.

My other concern is that I'll positively review books, and people smarter and more well-read than I will think, "Actually, that book was crap and/or highly problematic" (what, like you don't judge people when they praise stuff you're unimpressed by?).

So tell me queer ya lit I should read -- problematic books you think it's important to be familiar with are also acceptable recommendations.

For fun, behind the cut is the list I have from my binge. (I've organized them by publication date -- and alphabetical by title within year.)

an incomplete list )

***

"Casting an all-female "Star Trek": Make it so." (from AfterEllen.com)

They suggest Helen Mirren as Picard and Allison Janney as Beverly Crusher. [Besides leaving Majel Barrett Roddenberry as the voice of the computer, they declared past Star Trek cast members ineligible.] Which means Helen Mirren/Allison Janney. I felt I needed to put that out there for Ari (and anyone else -- e.g. TLGN).

Also: Kaite (from whom I got this link) asks, "If Katie Heigl is Riker, who should play Troi?"

***

f+f picspam via friendsfriends:
* Hayden Panettiere and Kristen Bell
* Hayden Panettiere and Ali Larter
hermionesviolin: (train)
It's looking like I'll just do Saturday in Northampton this weekend (arrival 10:35am, departure 8:40pm).  Thoughts?  Edit: Looks like I might get to stay into Sunday after all.  Would this be worth it to people? /edit

I have really got to solidify my Europe trip, as I leave in less than a month (!).  ::fails::  I have booked my flight to Nashville, though, and I booked my hotel for there a while ago (though I still need to select workshops).  So I don't totally fail.  Part of the problem is that my trip basically ends on a Wednesday and I can't decide between coming home (and either having a long weekend or going into work just for a day) and going to like Barcelona for a few days.  I think I'm gonna go with Barcelona.

For no reason other than that I wanted distraction, I read [livejournal.com profile] musesfool's [livejournal.com profile] spn_summergen fic.  I have basically not interest in Supernatural, but I'm glad I read the fic 'cause Sam and Dean go to Sedona, and after the trip to the Southwest I took with my family I get all happy around that topic.  This made me think about going again, and whereas I'm usually inclined to go places on my own, I think I'd actually wanna go with a friend/s for this (I think because I've already been there once, so I would wanna show it off to people, as opposed to how with new stuff I wanna experience it on my own -- though we would definitely hit some stuff that we didn't hit in... whatever year that was).  It occurred to me that you really can't get around the Southwest without a car, and would that actually prompt me to finally learn to drive?  Though if I were going with other people, they could probably drive.

***

I ordered gym shorts from Target, 'cause long pants and working out are not such a good combination, and the first time I wore them I felt really conscious of the fact that my legs are unshaven, but today I didn't really think about it, which made me feel happy and self-confident.

I did the elliptical as per usual and purposely tried to push myself.  I felt like I did a good job of steadily pushing myself throughout the half hour.  I still don't get that endorphin rush, but whatever.

Time:
1mi @ 11:22min
2mi @ 23:02min
2.58mi @ 30min
2.93mi post- 5minute-cooldown


I had enough time after to do some weights and still get to CAUMC on time, but I wasn't feeling up for it.  However, I picked up Smart Girls Do Dumbbells from the library and started reading it, and I haven't even gotten to the part where she actually outlines exercises to do, but I am already in love with the idea of doing this.  (Must add "purchasing light weights" to my To Do List.)

Edit: Oh, and Laura got one of those clip-on pedometers from Target, and I am kind of tempted to get one myself 'cause I would be really interested to see how much walking I do (though it's kind of a silly idea, since I've already plugged my commute in to Gmaps Pedometer, and I don't do a whole lot of walking besides that -- but that's part of the point, isn't it? to see how much walking you actually do, as opposed to how much you feel like you do). /edit

*

I watched a fair amount of the NBC news at the gym.

The top story at 5:30 was: body found outside building in Somerville.  They said off Broadway, but Broadway runs a long way, so that wasn't helpful.  The Globe article says Winter Hill, which is way at the other end of town from me.

Other news:

Tori Spelling became an ordained reverend (they didn't say through which organization, though GoogleNews results tell me it was an online course), and married a a same-sex couple at her chateau.

Lance Bass joins "Hairspray" (Broadway version).  I mention this because I expect [livejournal.com profile] neverneverfic will care :)
hermionesviolin: image of Katie Heigl with text "gay patron saint" (gay tantric sex)
So, MaryAlice was talking about having sympathy pains with her sister whose foot is all busted up, and Eric thinks feet are kind of gross [I remember this from when we watched Firefly] and over the course of conversation he mentioned that he used to walk on his tippy-toes (I think as a little kid) and got called "Twinkle Toes" for it. "That's not why they called you Twinkle Toes," MaryAlice said without missing a beat. We all agreed he had walked into that one like whoa. (Though as I've said before, I really don't read him as effeminate at all.) She and I agree that this will entertain us all afternoon. ::snickers some more::

And Rickie was on today's West Wing (5.18 "Access"). Michelle says she owns My So-Called Life and I could borrow it some time. (Yes, I have still never seen it.)
hermionesviolin: Claire Bennet from the tv show Heroes, wearing her cheerleader uniform, facing defiantly toward the viewer, with "defy" typed on the icon (defy)
Due to dinner delays, we didn't get to UCN until maybe 7:30. I chatted with Mike F., gave Bev a backrub [I really don't think I'm that awesome; I think people are just easy], and then went to work at the booktable (though I took a break when Tim came by, learned he and Carla are adopting a baby from China).

My mom had mentioned that sometimes people will complain about the books, and then my grandma feels bad, so I took out the V. C. Andrews (Celeste, April Shadows, and the first in the Wallflowers series: Misty) and also the Harlequin Temptation Single in the City book (because of the cover; Edit: And flipping it open, the excerpt pulled for the pre-page is totally soft-core porn.). I had forgotten that probably 80-90% of the adult book section is Nora Roberts, Danielle Steel, and assorted other romance novels. We also have Dorothy Sayers, P. G. Wodehouse, Agatha Christie, Dan Brown (Angels & Demons), and -- in the kids' section -- one of the Harry Potter books. Oh my conservative evol church :) I actually want someone to complain about Harry Potter being there so then I can argue that we shouldn't be selling romance novels, because I vehemently and honestly believe traditional romance novels are more damaging.

I also snagged The Seventeen Book of Answers to What Your Parents Don't Talk About and Your Best Friends Can't Tell You because it's copyright 1972 and the source of this post's Subject line (well, my reaction to it was this Subject line). I may actually keep this and give them money. It's not wildly entertaining, though certainly interesting. Of course I immediately looked for the sex/gay parts when I started flipping through it. The subcategory "Homosexuality" (under "Sex") has the following 4 questions:
* How should you feel about a homosexual?
* The man I love is a homosexual.
* Will I ever be normal?
* She must be a lesbian.

The first two do a decent job of saying we don't know what causes homosexuality and you should treat people with decency and respect period. The fourth one is fairly decent as well. The third one, though, is a fifteen and a half year old girl who sounds pretty gay to me, and I certainly believe that sexuality is (can be) fluid and that adolescence especially is a time of exploration, but their response included basically no validation of the possibility that she might really be a lesbian. I'm actually gonna type up this one. I'm sure you can imagine my mental commentary as you read. Will I ever be normal? )

***

My parents don't have facebook, so tonight I showed them the link I'd posted on Monday. I also shared AIR DOES NOT LIKE YOU and America: Beware the penguin agenda.
hermionesviolin: black and white photo of Emma Watson as Hermione, with text "hermionesviolin" (hermione by oatmilk)
[from my dad:] Ann Althouse is at University of Wisconsin.  Apparently someone called it "the Capital of Lesbianism."  One commenter said, "I thought the Capital of Lesbianism was somewhere in New England, Madison is County Seat of Lesbianism at most."  [P.S. The "Elizabeth" in the comments is not me, appearances to the contrary.]

Speaking of Smith....

Ah, Convocation.  Local school must have started today as well, as there were crossing guards on my way to work.

Busy day today -- until about 2pm.  I would like my brain back, as there were lots of LJ entries I wanted to leave comments on (for example) and instead I spent the afternoon basically refreshing LJ.  Tomorrow I'm bringing Astonishing to work so if nothing else I can reread and decide which panels to scan for iconning.  (Feel free to make requests, if you desire.  Though I think the three of you who read both it and this have scanner access.)

Other notes from today:
FormerUnitHead is a sweetheart.  This is not news, but is still pleasing.
Oh lovely British man who made rescheduling so easy and was such a pleasure to talk to... thank you.

(via [livejournal.com profile] entrenous88) Daniel Craig will have a male love interest in the next Bond movie.

*

I've been planning an apartment-warming probably since before I even had an apartment, to some degree, so I tend to think of it as "mine" and unconnected to the other people I live with.  OriginalRoomie, however, suggested inviting the gals who live downstairs from us.  When I came back from the grocert tonight, I got to the porch just as one of them was leaving us a reply not.  She said that they were so excited to be invited (which made me feel like even more of a schmuck for not having thought to invite them myself; I should tell NewRoomie she should feel free to invite any of her friends -- though I never see her anymore).  They're gonna bring brownies :)

I did laundry tonight and had forgotten to bring a book, so I plunked down with a table copy of InStyle.  I was on like the second page when a guy came in with a black terrier, who came over to say hello to me.  Said terrier was soon in my lap, which I hadn't expected but didn't mind.  Apparently her name is Sweetie.  I did not snark to the guy about his original naming.  I still say I'm not a pet person, but I actually really enjoyed just having her on my lap for a while, petting her.

***

via [livejournal.com profile] wisdomeagle: "At the journal of [livejournal.com profile] meyerlemon, share your secret fic desires, and people will totally write them for you! (At least, that is the goal.)"

Also: September Frankenmix is up.  Will take me some time to come up with songs for all those prompts.
hermionesviolin: black and white photo of Emma Watson as Hermione, with text "hermionesviolin" (hermione by oatmilk)
Today alternated between v. busy and not.  And taking a break at Alyssa's desk before lunch, I realized that part of the problem was that had literally not gotten enough sleep.  (And gee, look at the time; shuddup.)  Deciding the last week of May that one wants to have an End of Year Unit Cookout for the last week in June?  Yeah, good luck with scheduling that.  I actually enjoy scheduling spreadsheets, though -- all the color-coding and everything.

[Sidenote: LSAT prep class from 6pm-midnight?  How is that a good idea?]

So I caught up on the flist [though now I'm behind again, having spent my evening cleaning/packing], including all the X3 posts I'd bookmarked for reading after I did my writeup.  Some people have said some v. smart things, but I was surprised to see that I had hit most of the stuff in my own writeup.  I'm not sure I'm up for actually getting into conversations on other people's LJs, though -- largely I think because of the negativity whether I'm agreeing or disagreeing with someone in any given reaction.  (Though feel free to bring discussion to my LJ, esp. if you're a friend of mine -- or to specifically ask me to comment on a commentary post. 'Cause I do really like discussing -- as evidenced by my conversation with Maria in the comments to my own writeup, for example.)

The 'verse is so rich, however.  [Yes I know there are many many X-canons, but the premise broadly . . . .]  I think I'm gonna be reading a lot in that fandom for a while.  [P.S. F*ck.  First of the month equals site update.  If work has lulls, it'll get done then.  If not, well, it can wait until after the move.]  Recs welcome.  (Insta.rec -- in case you haven't seen one of the million recs of it already -- [livejournal.com profile] c_elisa's "For the Kingdom of Heaven."  Comicsverse based, but well worth a read regardless of familiarity with the 'verses; I know nothing of comicsverse, f'r'ex.  Delves into the complexities both ethical and medical involved in a Cure storyline.)

Speaking of superheroes, my dad sent me this link, saying "The comments are a combination of stupid and very interesting.  There was even an Elizabeth who I thought might be you."  I've only skimmed it thusfar but thought I'd pass it along.

P.S. LJ is all zomg-ing about the National Review's list of top 50 conservative rock songs, and I've stayed away to keep my libertarian blood pressure down, but I was pleased to see a non-leftist commentary on it.  (Again with the not-having-really-read-it.)

-----

I vacilate between despairing of getting everything packed up by Saturday and thinking I've really got it under control.  (So of course the truth is somewhere in the middle.)  Rain is predicted for Saturday, so moving Sunday has been suggested (which would mean cancelling on you, Maria).  We shall see.

Wow there are so many places in which I have stuff.  It's pretty impressive how much stuff I can easily get rid of (which is kinda sad).  I had forgotten how much space there is in my room.  Oh the stuff I find.  My favorite so far: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle trading cards.  Clearly, I win.
hermionesviolin: image of a broccoli floret with text "my favorite vegetable is broccoli because it has a STEM AND a BUSH" (broccoli quote from SIKOS 2002)
Discussion on [livejournal.com profile] lunabee34's LJ recently has included (but not been limited to) realism of sex activities in fanfic (esp. threesomes), gender-neutral pronouns and trans identity more generally, and lesbian erotica.

And [livejournal.com profile] eard_stapa has been posting (flocked) about misperceptions surrounding bisexuals, with emphasis on online dating sites. [Edit: It occurs to me that I can post links to the stuff she was reacting to, so for interested parties: this lj thread and this article.]

Oh, and [livejournal.com profile] thistlerose has been talking about Jem fic, which of course leads to thoughts of other childhood girllove (in this case, BSC, though there are plenty of tv options if one were so inclined). [Amusingly, the post above that on my flist was a flocked post mentioning a BSC Little Sister f/f plotbunny.]

And not about sex [or is it?]: Ari, [livejournal.com profile] antheia's getting rid of some LMA and LMM books. Thought you might be interested.
hermionesviolin: image of a broccoli floret with text "my favorite vegetable is broccoli because it has a STEM AND a BUSH" (broccoli quote from SIKOS 2002)
weather.com said "heavy rain" and it wasn't kidding. How many times did I change my socks? (Though still-damp boots mitigated the efficacy of that.) On Friday, Cailin mentioned buying rain boots over the weekend, and trekking around in boots which have deteriorated to the point where they no longer keep out water I definitely wanted some for myself.

film festival, art exhibits, and what happened after )

fandom

Jun. 29th, 2005 02:15 am
hermionesviolin: animated icon of a book open on a desk, with text magically appearing on it, with text "tell me a story" framing it (tell me a story [lizzieb])
Why is [livejournal.com profile] club_joss always Spike/Xander? It was something else like once, and i was busy that week.

I reread Good Omens (mostly aloud) on the drive home from Maryland and was struck by how much i wasn’t interested in slashing Crowley and Aziraphale. Though stuff like “Saturnalia” that deals with them interacting with each other is cool. I rather suspect they’ll end up on the growing list of fanon pairings that i get sold on in well-written fic but then when i revisit the source text i think “No way.”

I also need to reread Sandman series (and American Gods). (P.S. Neil Gaiman’s love for G. K. Chesterton makes me sad, because Chesterton drives me up a wall.) Of course, on [livejournal.com profile] diadeloro’s suggestion, i’ve started Sharon Shinn’s Samaria books, which is a whole lot of pages. Plus my copy of The Historian arrived at the library.

My brother was griping about current movies and i lent him my Firefly DVDs so he could watch Serenity when it comes out. He skipped the “Serenity” pilot because he wasn’t sure he wanted to stay up for more than one episode, so his introduction to the series was “The Train Job.” He next watched “Bushwhacked” and in talking to him later, he says he thought that was a better intro to the series (than “Train Job” -- he still hasn’t seen “Serenity” to my knowledge) which i thought was interesting, and makes me curious to rewatch those episodes. (Though i already have suspicions based on my knowledge of my brother and my recollections of the episodes in question.)

While in Maryland i caught a couple episodes of Are You Being Served?, which i hadn’t seen since i was about ten. Emma was so right about John Inman though i so didn’t see it as a child, and i do still so enjoy the show. I also saw my first ever episode of Waiting for God. Heart Diana (to no one’s surprise).

I was reading some old Playboys, and one of them had a vote for the Playmate of the Year thing, so they had pictures of all 12 or whatever on one page, all in about the same pose, and i was struck by how nearly identical they looked (the boobs being the really eerie part). The following pages with larger pictures showed that they weren’t all Caucasian, but they were close. It made me wanna write porn -- the erotic chemistry, not so much the explicit sex -- ‘cause Playboy is just so unerotic.

One issue had an article on sex in movies. mmmdirtybadwrong. Highlights: the threesome scene in Wild Things was recommended, i learned that there’s an unrated version of Eurotrip with excessive nudity, and Murderous Maids made me think of certain friends of mine.

I read an interview with Dustin Hoffman in which he says he and Jon Voight in Midnight Cowboys played their characters’ relationship gay. (I really should watch that movie, huh?) Ditto Hook and Smee in Hook.


From the June 27, 2005, Sports Illustrated Score Card (“Ivy Leagues” by L. Jon Wertheim, 20-21):
As Gene Wojciechowski, author of Cubs Nation recently put it, “Cubs and Red Sox fans share fatalism, but Cubs fans’ fatalism has always been wrapped in cotton balls, still soft, a little bunny. Sox fans’ fatalism was wrapped in razor wire.”
hermionesviolin: (big girl world)
The short version:
  • Bartender training is like an intensive pseudo-immersion foreign language course.  I managed to get certified, though.
  • Shopping for business professional clothes is a bitch.
  • I really love learning stuff and engaging my brain.
  • I still desperately want to be a full-fledged adult (i.e. an apartment and a job to pay for it) and am working toward it.
  • I kind of want to just curl up in front of my computer and read fanfic for days.


The long version: Read more... )

Reminder: graduation party at my house this Saturday. [And by "this Saturday" i mean "Next Saturday, June 11." Oops.]

And for any area peoples who didn't read behind the cut, i'd love volunteers to scope out bars with me as i seek employ.  (You don't have to be 21+ to accompany me.)

Oh, and i think i'm gonna go to Laughing Wild this coming Thursday (provided there are still tickets, of course).  Last call for accompaniment.
hermionesviolin: black and white photo of Emma Watson as Hermione, with text "hermionesviolin" (hermione by oatmilk)
What Graduation Weekend stories did i forget?

In one of the classes my dad was subbing for, some kids were talking about who's gay at NHS [the high school i went to and which he substitute teaches at now] and being so matter-of-fact about it -- "He's bi," "Her girlfriend's from Sharon," etc.  This made me happy.

At graduation rehearsal they told us not to open booze at the graduation ceremony out of respect for alcoholics -- the best argument i've heard yet for that policy.

At Commencement, the Senior Class gift to the college was a rock, symbolic of a larger rock which would be erected for students and orgs to paint on.  I thought of Hollins :)

P.S. Dominique took pictures of the comp-sci majors graduating, and [livejournal.com profile] jessikins4774 has pictures from Ivy Day and Commencement, if you want a feel for what it all looked like.  And Cate has an account of the Baccalaureate i skipped out on.




During Senior Week, one thing i did was to read some of the other fairy tale retellings in the collections i'd gotten out to do research for my seminar paper.  I never did get around to posting the highlights:

Dorothy Lee Richardson's "Modern Grimm" from Disenchantments (ed. Wolfgang Mieder) is really interesting.

Tanith Lee's "Snow-Drop" (from Snow White, Blood Red) is omg hot and chilling.

From Black Thorn, White Rose:
"Words Like Pale Stones" by Nancy Kress - some really interesting thoughts on words and beauty and etc.
"Stronger Than Time" by Patricia C. Wrede - interesting thoughts on how fairy tales and magic spells work

I really like Sisters in Fantasy 2.
"Shahrezad" by Ellen Guon and "Dumping Ra" by Sharan Newman both use tropes i've seen before, but they're still done well here.
"Angel of the City" by Susan Shwartz is reminiscent of various angels i've seen in other stories, but is very well done.  I have such a weakness for angels who are oh so human.
"Why Is This Night Different" by Janni Lee Simner is a wonderfully interesting and powerful story that hits a lot of my kinks (not sexual ones, thematic ones).

Oh, and Anthony Schmitz's Darkest Desire: The Wolf's Own Tale includes a really interesting on the Grimms and their tale collection.


And because i always forget to look them up when i'm home, the creepy-as-fuck tales i grew up on are: The Fairy Tale Book a deluxe golden book illustrated by Adrienne Segur ("Donkey-Skin," Madame d'Aulnoy's "The White Deer" and "The Royal Ram" -- also includes stuff like "Urashima and the Turtle" and Madame d'Aulnoy's "Queen Cat"), and The Unbroken Web by Richard Adams ("The Giant Eel," "The Moddey Dhoo," "The Robin").




What else have i been doing?

My grandma approves of my break from academia, which is a relief since she was the one person i was really worried about telling.  The plans i do have seem to not really register.  Her short-term memory is so going, and she definitely doesn't tend to retain things that don't fit with what she's expecting, so i rather suspect we'll be telling her about bartender training and massage school to blank looks for weeks.

I finally watched Sliding Doors.  I approve.  For the most part anyway.
. . . There are two schools of thought about the resilience of time.  The first is that time is highly volatile, with every small event altering the possible outcome of the earth's future.  The other view is that time is rigid, and no matter how hard you try, it will always spring back toward a determined present.  Myself, I do not worry about such trivialities.  I simply sell ties to anyone who wants to buy one . . .
     Tie seller in Victoria, June 1983
-from The Eyre Affair by Jasper Fforde
One of the things that bugged me about the movie also came up in Grey's Anatomy (which i saw for the first time tonight).  Who today has unprotected heterosexual sex -- i mean, have you heard of pregnancy?  And a slew of doctors?!  [Also, the ease with which Alex homo-bantered made me heart him like whoa, but to say "unprotected sex" and not mention anything about non-penis sex?  I object.]

I had orientation for massage school Thursday night.  The assorted walks involved are not a big deal.  Saw so many sailors.  Apparently the JFK has been in port.

My grandma took me to Salem years ago, and i have vague memories of North Station as something akin to Back Bay station.  Now, however, it is omgFleetCenterliekwhoa!  I am displeased.

Walking to Palmer i passed a sign saying, "Welcome To The Open Door United Church of Christ" [salemmission.org].  The adjacent sign (they seemed to share a building -- which looked to me like a Catholic church building) was for St. Clare of Assisi - Catholic Church in America, "An Association of Catholic Churches NOT In Communion With The Roman Catholic Church" [catholicchurchinamerica.org].
Sometime last semester, Ruhi was asking Emily about this thing she had heard of, Catholic Church of America, not affiliated with Rome, and she was wondering if Emily knew anything about it.

The people at Palmer are all effusive and everything, and definitely knowledgeable, but the hippie-dippie-ness puts me on edge.  During the orientation, the instructors all talked about the courses they taught, and they talked about the National Certification Exam, and the woman who heads the school talked about how it's a computerized test, created by people who don't necessarily know anything about massage but know a lot about testing, and how it's multiple choice, and she said something about how you have to live in your brain for a few hours (while you're taking the exam) and she said that can be difficult for massage therapists [which does make sense insomuch as massage work is very body-oriented and to some degree intuitive and not an explicitly intellectual work], saying she hardly ever lives in her brain, and i thought, "But i always live in my brain."  I'm really into physical contact -- hugs, cuddling, that kind of thing -- but i so very much live inside my head, working with words rather than bodies.  And this whole energy focus makes me wonder if i'm at the right place at all.  I picked it because it was the only one i could commute to, and i figure it's better to have the knowledge and choose to not use it than to not have that option.  And i am such a whore for knowledge, as evidenced when the instructors were talking about their courses and my mental list of Want to Take was growing.

A number of the women (instructors) had bleached blond hair, and makeup, and one had a dark tan that to me yelled tanning salon.  This seemed out of kilter and bothered me far more than all the talk about working with your clients' energy etc.

And omg the EarthLite catalog.  You can purchase massage tables with names like Pegasus and Everest, and there are nature pictures taking up half of each page.  It's intense.  Tempts me to set up my scanner.

At dinner on Friday, i learned that my mom knew one of the instructors before, because she did social work stuff.  Said instructor was one of the people i liked best from the brief introductions we got.  And she does a 4-hour "Caring for Victims of Abuse" workshop [as part of Anatomy&Physiology III lecture series] which i want to manage to attend if not this session then sometime.

That Friday we bought alcohol, my choice.  I ended up deciding on Blue Moon Riesling and admitted to being sucked in by the label (though i read the label for every Riesling in the store and had reasons besides just the label for choosing what i did).  I said i was a victim of their marketing.  We came outside to a beautiful sunset and i said i was a victim of God's marketing :)  The Riesling, for the record, is quite good, though the guy in the store was right that American Riesling is drier than German Riesling.

I applied for a slew of administrative assistant type jobs this weekend (and a variety of other jobs, as i have no shame -- though i still won't work for MassPIRG).  Looking at the listings, i don't want the ones that want me to manage teams or whatever; i want brainless work.  I keep thinking of Stacey's apologies for not giving me challenging work and my insistence that really this was what i wanted, that i used my brain enough.  And also of this year's commencement speaker talking about a waitress in her area who loves her job in large part because it gives her the freedom to do so much else with her life.
I did a cognitive whosiewhatsie and ow my brain.  The recognizing faces portion reminded me of my self-defense class.

[livejournal.com profile] offbalance has the most eclectic "5 books that mean a lot to me" i've seen for that meme yet.  (She's also the second person to tag me to do that meme.  And i will do it.  That question is just like the hardest thing evar.)

Post-"Chosen": Girl Pitches Perfect Little League Game and [livejournal.com profile] ladyvorkosigan wrote The BSC, Vampire Slayers which i think i'm afraid to read.

[livejournal.com profile] twinkledru says, I am really, really tempted to write a "Five Jedi Yoda Never Trained" story. With one of the five being River.

Whole lotta links about writing teh sex in the most recent [livejournal.com profile] metafandom.  Basically summed up by: generalizations are bad, and stating your opinions in an inflammatory manner riles people up.  I do like this bit, though.  cut for some explicitness ) Oh, and [livejournal.com profile] jadelennox quotes a Newbery winner: "reality is no excuse for fiction".


In the interest of getting rid of stuff:
--The Blending by Sharon Green (6 book series, quite good, i just don't expect to reread them anytime soon)
-- the first four Earth's Children (The Clan of the Cave Bear etc.) books in paperback (i really like the first book and keep intending to read the rest, but i'm thinking it's not gonna happen anytime soon)
Any interested parties?

Hey, Ashley, it's not Showgirls, but...

And Emma, clearly this is when you should come visit me :)

"I have this big tattoo on my back. It means 'love and peace in the world' but mostly it just means 'drunk and 18'." -Vanessa Marcil (number 20-something on the Maxim Hot 100 - courtesy of VH1)
Angelina Jolie is only #7?


And okay, i think i'm done now.
hermionesviolin: animated icon of a book open on a desk, with text magically appearing on it, with text "tell me a story" framing it (tell me a story [lizzieb])
It was Daffodil Sunday, so we sang Sydney Carter's "All Shall Be Well" which made me think of [livejournal.com profile] sk8eeyore. Brunch was hash browns and banana yogurt w/ banana slices and cantaloupe-heavy fruit salad. Yum. (Dinner was less exciting, but omggarlicbread.)

I flaked on Mollie Rogers-ing after all, but i was productive. I reread King Lear, opted not to do a reader response, started on my paper (due Friday!). I will in fact have a site update on Tuesday. I sent assorted overdue feedback last night and today. (And got sidetracked on author websites reading fic i hadn't read before.)

"Sex. Downstairs. Now. And by 'sex,' I mean 'dinner.' " -Cat

Unforeseen: a new Buffy/Tara archive by [livejournal.com profile] faithtastic (since as far as i know, there hadn't existed one previously)

I watched part of the Oscars (went downstairs for food) and was tempted to stay for the performances, but really i can't sit through the Oscars.

Robin Williams: "They tell me Spongebob is gay. Square pants? Not gay. Tight pants? Maybe. No pants? You go girl."

I actually wandered down for the end, so since i was one of the few left at the end i got an Oscar-ette. (Mine has chunky heeled boots!) Cat won Oscar. so she can appreciate his maleness all year long ;)

All the garbage people consume, and Kate loses respect for me because i enjoy MAD TV?
hermionesviolin: (train)
Why did it take me so long to go visit the Michaelson Gallery? Note to self: visit often

"You're too practical" -Felicia, to me, at lunch. She continued to say that i should be more fluffy, by which apparently she means whimsical. Somehow not something i ever aspired to. Meg says i'm whimsical, which coming from her i don't take as an insult. This became a theme, recounted at dinner, and Anna said, "The idea of you being fluffy scares me."

I also talked about my Inklings class and C. S. Lewis and Surprised by Joy and my fury at the ending and in my recounting some of my initial fury came across and Emma said that was the first time she had ever seen me really angry. This seemed so odd to me, but then of course i realized that i tend not to get angry at my friends, so they're unlikely to see me angry. Allie and i have had heated discussions (often via LJ/AIM) but i'm not sure i've ever gotten really furious, either in print or in person. Hmm.

Kate and Laura introduced me and Cat to Foamy. Foamy's Rant II reminds me so much of my younger brother. (I e-mailed said brother and he replied: "that site is awesome, especially the rants.") I agree with Kate that the Amityville toaster was definitely the best of the ones we saw.

[And if you need more procrastination: Super Bowl ads]

Cat and i went upstairs to Felicia and Hilary's room and were cryptic and Felicia asked what we were up to and Cat said "sex" because that's her answer to everything (well that and potatoes) and then realized what she had said (and Cat is SO straight) and we started dying of laughter.

Ash Wednesday is tomorrow. When did that happen? I think part of my problem is that the weather has been so gorgeous that it doesn't feel like that 'long dark teatime of the soul' period i associate with Lent. Should i give up angsting about people liking me for Lent?

My BtVS-verse femslash ficathon assignment worries me.

I'm still deciding how i feel about Stacey's new haircut.

via [livejournal.com profile] scrollgirl (via [livejournal.com profile] tzikeh): gaypants icons and the following quote

All American writing gives me the impression that Americans don't care for girls at all. What the American male really wants is two things: he wants to be blown by a stranger while reading a newspaper and he wants to be fucked by his buddy when he's drunk. Everything else is society.
-W. H. Auden, in The Table-Talk of W. H. Auden

P.S. Meg called me "hella cool" and "more than a little bit brilliant"
*dies*

And edit the second: #9 here is so cute. (And having read the book, i enjoy the Stardust icons.)
hermionesviolin: (train)
OtherGirl is ill, so i worked a full day today. E would have slept through a movie anyway, so it was fine.

I need to stop reading Picard/Q fic at work 'cause i squeak. (I should also rewatch Generations / watch all the movies. This is a Spring Break plan if not earlier.)

Coding is fun, though.

Current peeve: broken e-mail addresses. Dude, i wanna tell you your fic rocked and i can't get a hold of you.

Tonight's j-term movie: Some Like It Hot
"Screwball comedy" = not a selling point for me. "Cross-dressing jazz musicians" = a possible selling point. And while i suspect Marilyn Monroe's lifestory is interesting, she does nothing for me in film. So i had minimal expectations for my enjoyment of the film. And i was far from a fan at the beginning. But it did grow on me.
By the end of the tango scene i said, "Sometimes i love this film."
Also: Best. Ending. Ever.
(And yes of course there's slashfic. Hat-tip Emma -- of course.)
hermionesviolin: (dead (sexy))
So, we were in Shakespeare class talking about all the homosocial stuff in Coriolanus and Prof. Oram talked about how he prefers to use the term homosocial rather than homosexual for this play since the homosexual desire gets sublimated into other behavior, though he wasn't going to say anything silly (his word) like that Shakespeare wasn't interested in men since most the sonnets are to a man and he recommended Bruce Smith's Homosexual Desire in Renaissanance England :)

We continued discussion of the omgliekwhoa 4.5 and finished the play and there's the tragedy of the end and Prof. Oram was talking about how Aufidius is calculating from the very beginning of the union and it was making me sad. I was reminded of Emma and i talking recently about old skool Charles/Erik (Professor X and Magneto of the X-Men universe) and debating if it is the most tragic relationship evar. Canon narrative is of them on violently opposed sides, but back in the day they were very close friends, so you have this deeply tender relationship that you know even before you begin reading it is going to end tragically. I am in fact highly inclined to not read the pairing because it is so depressing. The only comparable relationship i can think of is if one did what Smallville is doing: have Clark and Lex be friends back in the day. But i don't think it's canon in any 'verse that they were friends back in the day. In X-Men it very much is.

Anyway, so class discussion was good but meanwhile part of my brain was thinking about all the work i hadn't done the past couple days and debating deferring grad school for 2 years to bartend and massage school. And then i got back my "But What If You Don't Like It?: The Role of Jaques in As You Like It" paper with the following comment accompanying the grade: "This is a very good rewrite, careful, independent and genuinely thoughtful. It's also a pleasure to read --- something important when one writes about comedy. I think you're a little hard on Jaques at the end of the play -- what he says to the various lovers is playful and generous -- but this is really good work. I think you might submit it for an English Dept. prize this spring."

And then i saw Danne, which was lovely.

And i had breakfast, which hadn't happened in days.

UMass discussion was good. We talked a lot about drugs, as has become usual. We also talked about religion, including the Lilith midrash and the theocratic nature of Tibet. Also from discussion: the editor of Maxim graduated from UMass with a Comp-Lit major; should Dunkin' Donuts have lox?; Hitler; Pox: Genius, Madness, and the Mysteries of Syphilis. And i got an extension on my paper.

I finally made myself start on my DSS paper. Realizing that it was a 6-8 rather than 8-10 page assignment was a pleasant surprise. But yeah, way to go having no bloody idea what i'm doing. *wants so badly to work on the Buffy/Bible/UPenn paper instead of all my real homework*

Grief counselor at tea today, so upon his arrival we all exited, with relative grace, and ended up having a hall party outside my door (since my door is across from the stairwell) and i learned that Corona is in fact not bad beer.

Lez made me go to ("The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe") mocktail. I wore my sparkly dress and my hot boots. My new theory is that entire purpose of a mocktail (besides the food and entertainment) is everyone dressing up pretty so we can all admire the pretty and compliment each other a bajillion times.

The Smith Vibes and Brown's Bear Necessities performed. The Bears weren't bad, but they weren't all that good either. And the Vibes were way hotter. However, "inspired by the Vibes," the Bears did Sarah McLachlan's "Ice Cream" (which the Vibes had done in their set) and the soloist was this cute little guy whom i hadn't noticed before (and when he made announcements later he so had a Doyle-Irish accent) and i was all aflutter during the whole thing. And they did Bruce Springsteen's "Streets of Philadelphia" which then the Vibes did in their second set -- "inspired" by the Bears, of course.

It's bad that i was listening to John Mayer's "No Such Thing" and lyrics like they love to tell you "stay inside the lines," but something's better on the other side made me all gayly asquee. The performative little Asian man did Paula Abdul's "Straight Up" and there was a synchronized dance routine in the background and it's hard to not get a gay vibe from that and i loved it.

[livejournal.com profile] pardalis05 says my house is the best on campus second only to her own :) And the hot chocolate was declared "sex in a cup." It was from that (not so new anymore) chocolate place on Green Street that people keep recommending to me, so i have decided that finally purchasing myself a hot chocolate there will be my reward to myself when i finish this semester.

I went upstairs around 10:30 with the theory of getting some work done now that the party was over. I took off my shoes and put on slippers and went to go to the bathroom and then there was a party in my hall and that finally ended *cough* around 4:30. Yeah platonic Cat-cuddling and conversation with a rotating cast of characters. Though now of course the odds of my actually getting substantial work done on evol paper on Saturday go way down since, ya know, sleep and all.

Reminder to self: Go to The Mysteries of Chris Van Allsburg exhibit over Jterm.

I got a River/Jayne ficlet over on [livejournal.com profile] serenity_santa! (Located here.) I haven't read it yet, but ::loves on the fact of its very existence::

Also: [livejournal.com profile] merrylittleelf made icons for everyone in [livejournal.com profile] btvs_santa. I got a Kate/Lilah one. ::hearts:: (I also love the ones for tis_nat and thomasina75.)

Moving back to the gay subtext discussion which opened this entry:

Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] antheia for this Brokeback Mountain piece about Jake Gyllenhaal and Heath Ledger.

Not homoerotic, just boggling: Christopher Walken used to not look terrifying

Everyone has of course heard about the Alabama lawmaker who wants to ban all the gay books. Speaking of homoerotic subtext: *hearts on Jesse Walker*

People keep linking to this New Yorker piece about the anti-Kinsey folk. It contains such gems as Reisman also endorses a book called "The Pink Swastika," which challenges the "myths" that gays were victimized in Nazi Germany. What i was struck by, particularly since i had seen it referenced by an LJ-er as "Further proof that the Right has gone utterly bonkers" was the amount of ink spilled on her anti-(child) pornography work. Porn is one of those issues that so amusingly splits the "Right" and the "Left" and by splits of course i also mean unites. There are people on both sides who oppose it (you're exploiting the vulnerable, you're degrading sexuality, etc.) and there are people on both sides who support it (women should be free to flaunt their sexuality, people should be free to do whatever they want provided they aren't hurting other people, etc.) and obviously the positions are often nuanced (with both Right and Left pro-porn folk wanting women to engage in sex work because they want to not because they are forced to due to poverty, for example).

Linking to this Boston Globe piece, Glenn Reynolds quips, "Somebody should make a documentary on this." Yes, this is my political-diversity-in-the-academy hobby horse. Will be interesting if i ever get a professorship and get to be That Professor instead of That Student. Full text of the article (complete with links) located for posterity behind the cut )
hermionesviolin: black and white photo of Emma Watson as Hermione, with text "hermionesviolin" (hermione by oatmilk)
NYTimes Top Story today:

BOSTON WINS SERIES, 4-0
Red Sox Erase 86 Years of Futility in 4 Games
By TYLER KEPNER
The Red Sox, the team that perfected heartbreak, silenced the Cardinals, 3-0, in Game 4 to win their first World Series since 1918.
[...]

Boston won it in the city where Johnny Pesky held the ball in Game 7 of the 1946 World Series, the first of four Series calamities for the Red Sox.

[...]

Epstein, the general manager, grew up in Boston with the lessons of generations before him. He and his twin brother, Paul, stood together on a couch in 1986, when they were 12 years old, ready to jump for joy when the Red Sox beat the Mets.

That victory never came, and this year when the Yankees led the Red Sox in the championship series, three games to none, Epstein knew the facts. No team that had ever been in such a hole had recovered to win the series.

The Red Sox' players knew it, too, but they did not care. They have not lost since. They are the last team standing. They made history.

"They believed," Epstein said. "That's all that matters."
Dude, i got teary reading the end of that.
Trials of faith have never been foreign to the New England mind. Whether it was scratching an existence out of the granite-veined earth or the preparing for an afterlife of Calvinist severity, the joys of the moment have always been spare - and attended by no small amount of toil.

The failures of the Red Sox are a product of struggle, not concession, and to some, they are best seen as the reflection of the region's doctrinal traditions. "There's something about the Puritan legacy," says Isaac Kramnick, the vice president of undergraduate education at Cornell University and a Red Sox fan. "There's something about the inherent nature of New Englanders" that believes that bad can triumph over good.

-from the Christian Science Monitor thanks to [livejournal.com profile] jadelennox
In other news....

Forthcoming book argues Lincoln was gay.

"Ancient hobbit-sized human species discovered"

"Since the Redskins became the Redskins in 1933, the result of the team's final home game before the presidential election has correctly predicted the White House winner. If the Redskins win, the incumbent party wins. If they lose, the incumbent party is ousted."

"Interested in becoming president this year? If so, hope for an electoral college tie. With an unlikely, but plausible, perfect tie -- 269 electoral votes for both George W. Bush and John Kerry -- anyone meeting the Constitutional qualifications for president could end up president."

I enjoy the [livejournal.com profile] smith_step chalkings -- “Ballots kill cute helpless trees. Stop the violence. Don’t vote.” Much better than some of the crap the Smith Dems have put out -- “Bush is scary. Vote Kerry.” “Like books? Vote for a President who can read. Kerry 2004.”

Dear Everyone: Stop talking about [livejournal.com profile] anniesj!!!! Her situation is not a sign of the apocalypse. Really. I promise.

The election is in mere days and i haven’t been defriended in ages. (Though the magic of Default View of course allows people to ignore me without my knowing.) Is this an additional sign of the apocalypse?

I am so at that point of wanting Kerry to win just so i don’t have to listen to 4 more years of “Bush and his cronies are teh evol!!11” I’m not happy with either of my options for President and have once again reached the point of not caring about the results of the election.

No one made reference to Red Sox/Kerry today, which made me happy.

I was telling Emma the other day that i dislike most movies/books/TV because i dislike most people, so obviously portrayals of human behavior/interaction is less than appealing to me.

Valerie Martin spoke to my UMass class today. Talking about why she set her dystopia in the past, she said that to say that we have a long way to go until we hit dystopia is a kind of optimism. She also said, “It’s bad now, but it’s been worse, and it’s gonna get worse,” that that’s why writers keep writing dystopian novels. Though i don’t have Emma’s aversion to books with sad endings, books that are thoroughly depressing (like, oh, 1984) are not really my thing. I would much rather read/write stories about people struggling, and triumphing -- even if it’s only in small ways.

Moving on to fannish stuff (that isn’t baseball)...

vid of the S/X outtake kiss from “Normal Again” is circulating. (see [livejournal.com profile] mpoetess and others)

Talking about Edmund (King Lear) in Shakespeare class i totally thought of the First Evil’s speech at the end of “Lessons” (BtVS 7.01) -- “It’s not about right, not about wrong; it’s about power.”

Oh, and the official release date for the S7 DVD is November 16. Angel S5 isn’t out yet, but given that its release schedule has been Feb/Sept i’m guessing it’ll come out this February.

Release of the Wonderfalls DVD (13 episodes) got officially reported. Release date is February 1.

Fall Break

Oct. 12th, 2004 05:42 pm
hermionesviolin: black and white photo of Emma Watson as Hermione, with text "hermionesviolin" (hermione by oatmilk)
The short version: Went home to the Boston area, slept a lot, saw lots of people, enjoyed myself, did almost no work though i did very well on the GRE. Returned to Smith and have continued to do almost no work.

The long version: Read more... )

Profile

hermionesviolin: an image of Alyson Hannigan (who plays Willow Rosenberg) with animated text "you think you know / what you are / what's to come / you haven't even / BEGUN" (Default)
Elizabeth (the delinquent, ecumenical)

May 2025

S M T W T F S
    123
45678 910
111213 14151617
18192021222324
25262728293031

Style Credit

Page generated Jun. 18th, 2025 10:45 am
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios