Good Omens and me
Jun. 29th, 2019 01:46 pmYou know what is maybe not the best reading choice when you are not-dating someone and waiting for their wife to figure out her boundaries re: their relationship?
Pining.
I have no interest in watching the Good Omens miniseries, but I've been enjoying the fannish revival. (Also, I would totally watch this Good Omens #fancast.)
I've fallen out of reading fic, but
seascribe's Tweets got me to read "Our Own Eden" by DictionaryWrites, and then I read the work which inspired it ("Lie Back And Think Of Dinner" by jessthereckless).
The latter includes the line: “It’s awful. It’s like I can practically taste the joy I could have, but I can’t…”
Excuse, I feel called out!
(also, #kiss me like one of your French crepes)
thedeadparrot said recently: "Like much of fandom, I am now reading Good Omens fic. It's got some fun pining, some idiots in love content, some fun angel/wings/blasphemy kinks. So that has been part of how I'm coping."
Spoilers: It is maybe the opposite of coping for me.
Today I read "Everything Else Is A Substitute For Your Love" by Aria (thanks,
unfinishedidea), which includes:
Pining.
I have no interest in watching the Good Omens miniseries, but I've been enjoying the fannish revival. (Also, I would totally watch this Good Omens #fancast.)
I've fallen out of reading fic, but
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The latter includes the line: “It’s awful. It’s like I can practically taste the joy I could have, but I can’t…”
Excuse, I feel called out!
(also, #kiss me like one of your French crepes)
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Spoilers: It is maybe the opposite of coping for me.
Today I read "Everything Else Is A Substitute For Your Love" by Aria (thanks,
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Not for the first time, Crowley wished that they were on what Aziraphale would think of as the same side. It wasn't even that the idea of managing both an angry Heaven and an angry Hell was twice as daunting as only dealing with one disgruntled employer. It was simply this: if they were on the same side, maybe Aziraphale wouldn't keep him at arm's length forever.I was pleased that I wasn't full of Feels at "There was never enough, but there was always something" -- and then I was finishing the fic and being all "Aww" at the happy ending ... and also feeling a little bit like my insides were being scraped out. Everything is gr8. (Honestly, I am mostly not emotastic about this ~relationship, but learning that happy endings as well as pining are capable of triggering Feels was like, "Cool, cool...")
Aziraphale was a lot closer than arm's length now. Crowley could feel the warmth of him seeping through the place their shoulders had pressed together. By slow degrees Crowley relaxed, leaning bonelessly against Aziraphale, and Aziraphale let him. That was something.
There was never enough, but there was always something.