hermionesviolin: image of Giles with text "I am nothing but books and heart" (books and heart)
When Thom came over last night, one of the library books I had out was Aaron Becker's board book You Are Light. Thom commented on it, so I walked them through it and commented on the weird "This light is you. And you are light." pivot at the end.

I referenced "you are the bread and the knife" and so then I pulled up the Billy Collins poem and then also the "fool to be in love with you" one -- which led to assorted Billy Collins Internet rabbit holes, including Smith College Poetry Center readers, which led to Martín Espada's "Imagine the Angels of Bread." For two English majors in love, we don't actually talk about poetry much, but we both like poetry, even though we don't read much of it these days.

Oh, Joy Harjo is going to be Smith's Commencement speaker this year. (And Ruth Simmons will be Harvard's -- which is a Smith connection, not a poetry connection, to be clear.)

In other news, DRFD (the umbrella I'm under at work -- Division of Research and Faculty Development) has a book club, and this month it was Isabel Wilkerson's The Warmth of Other Suns, which I went to for the conversation even though I haven't read the book yet. Next month, it's Gabby Rivera's Juliet Takes a Breath, because Amy (my direct manager, and the one person of color in the entire ~8-person management team) loves it. I started reading the book today, and about a third of the way through the book, one of the things Juliet learns about in her "thrown into the deep end of queer hippie Portland, Oregon" is polyamory -- which means that my manager has at least some context for polyamory (and so will everyone else at work who reads this book). :)
hermionesviolin: blue sky with orange/green leaves along the edges and text in the middle "Summer move forward and stitch me a blanket of Fall" (summer move forward)
^^ Thing I said on social media a couple places this morning.

The Smith College webpage was not actually very explanatory, so Thom Googled.

I explained, noting, "I mean, no one is surprised that I mostly just caught up on homework when I was at Smith... But as a graduate, I am definitely here for a beautiful day off."

Thom said:
If I’m ever in a position to set work policies somewhere, we’re going to do Mountain Day.

It’s such a great idea. Just “surprise! it’s beautiful! stop what you’re doing and go enjoy it."
❤️🍁🍂🍎🌳🌄⛰️

(A friend commented: "This seems lovely! Everyone should be able to have one day a year that they can take off just to enjoy the day without repercussions. Wouldn't that be nice?")

I knew Mt. Holyoke (the other historically women's college in the Consortium with Smith) did its own Mountain Day, but it was only because Thom sent me the Wiki that I learned that Williams does, too. In addition to 2 other New England but not Western Mass. colleges. (And a friend told me that a college in New York state does, as well. brb, editing the Wikipedia page 😂)

*Strikethrough because Pennsylvania is definitely not New England. 😂😭😂 (The other college is in New Hampshire, and my brain apparently really wanted New England to be a thing.)

Did I spend a chunk of today researching stuff about Mountain Day? Yup. (I did in fact do work things, also.)

Running a search in my email got me a set of [tumblr.com profile] lolsmithies posts from 2011, including "What part of my panromantic demi-sexual polyamorous non-binary identity don't you understand?" Which led to this conversation:
me:

Love, you're such a Smithie 😘

Thom:

I mean, I have some regrets, okay?

me:

I mean, Smith has really struggled around admitting trans women, so it's not like it actually would have been an option for you.

Thom:

I assumed, from a meme on that Tumblr.

me:

God, Calliope Wong was 2013? 😭

From 2015:
> Yesterday, Smith College announced that its admissions policy is now explicitly inclusive of “self identified trans women.” While there are language issues I have with Smith’s current policy–for example, not explicitly addressing nonbinary trans inclusion–I am happy; I am so tired, but happy.
(To be clear, my partner does not currently identify as a trans woman, but it's definitely a recurrent Thing.)
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My 15-year (virtual) College Reunion was this weekend, and one of the few bits of not pre-recorded programming was the class-specific "webinar" -- which turned into a regular Zoom (they upgraded us all to panelists) and was largely just catching up. It started out kind of awkward but ended up being mostly kind of lovely.

Jennifer Walters was the Dean of Religious Life when I was at Smith, and she's now Dean of the College at Bryn Mawr, but she was bonus surprise on our Zoom.  I had not realized/had forgotten that she started at Smith in 2001 with us, so she's sort of honorary class of '05.  She started at Bryn Mawr in 2016, so this year's graduates were her first class at Bryn Mawr, just like we were her first class at Smith.

She read us this poem, from a collection she was reading when she started at Smith (Joy Harjo's The Woman Who Fell from the Sky):
The Creation Story

I'm not afraid of love
or its consequence of light.
 
It's not easy to say this
or anything when my entrails
dangle between paradise
and fear.
 
I am ashamed
I never had the words
to carry a friend from her death
to the stars
correctly.
 
Or the words to keep
my people safe
from drought
or gunshot.
 
The stars who were created by words
are circling over this house
formed of calcium, of blood
 
this house
in danger of being torn apart
by stones of fear.
 
If these words can do anything
if these songs can do anything
I say bless this house
with stars.
 
Transfix us with love.
hermionesviolin: Boston skyline at sunset with the word "Boston" at the top (Boston)
Alumnae worldwide will be able to hear Rachel Maddow, Smith’s 2010 Commencement speaker, via live Web stream on the Smith Website. The college will also simulcast the ceremony to John M. Greene Hall, rain or shine. The 132nd Commencement ceremony will take place at 10 a.m., Sunday, May 16. Maddow is scheduled to speak at 10:45 a.m.
I am seriously considering going to church at First Churches Northampton instead of Commencement. I mean, I can always read the speech online afterward, and I have about zero interest in the actual Commencement experience.

Reunion weekend? I am most excited about getting to see Stacey (whom I worked with at SCMA). Second-most excited about getting to see Gillian, et al (i.e., the people I met at Smith and am not in touch with as much as I might like). The official Smith part of the whole Reunion thing sort of makes me shrug (much as I loved my time at Smith).

I should email my English profs, but I feel Inferiority Complex. (Really I need to email Liz Carr.)

Peter Ives is retiring!
The Council of First Churches unanimously approved the appointment of Reverend Mark Seifried (pronounced “sigh”-”freed,”) to serve as Interim Minister of First Churches of Northampton following the retirement of Reverend Peter Ives on June 30, 2010. Reverend Seifried, who is known as Pastor Mark, will begin his duties on June 23 and will join Reverend Ives in the pulpit for Reverend Ive’s final worship service at First Churches on June 27, 2010.

[...]

Pastor Mark lives with his partner Dave and their two occasional-visiting adult sons in Worcester, where he is active in his neighborhood and city. He will be commuting to First Churches in his 2001, well-used Prius Hybrid that takes 3 gallons of gas for a round trip."
Oh, Northampton ... ♥

And because I've seen this story linked ~3 times today:
Lord Jesus Christ suffers minor injuries in downtown Northampton crosswalk mishap

NORTHAMPTON - A 20-year-old Pittsfield driver was cited by police Tuesday after she ran down Lord Jesus Christ in a marked crosswalk at Main Street and Strong Avenue, police said.

[...]

Savino said officers checked Christ’s identification at the scene and confirmed it was his legal name.
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Turning on to College Ave. this morning, I saw my first patch of orange/red foliage this season.  (I didn't take a picture this morning, but this is a picture from when I was coming home -- I swear there's more red and orange than there was this morning.  Also: I can has orchid bloom -- though it makes me sad that it came out fuzzy; photographer/camera fail.)

I finally renewed my Shad membership.  (The year runs through August 31, but you get a grace month, and I keep not having time and/or forgetting.  Have I mentioned recently how spoiled I am that I'm paying $20/month for these facilities?  That's like $1/session.)

In my Inbox this morning:
Save the Date for Smith College Reunion 2010
[...]
Reunion/Commencement weekend is May 13 to 16
Classes of 1985, 1990, 1995, 2000, and 2005.
(Isabel suggests, "I think that since they got rid of 2-year reunions and your first one is supposed to be a reunion I so that you can relive the whole college experience and feel especially bonded (or something) we somehow ended up with two reunion 1's in a row. I'm definitely not complaining.")

Edit: Okay, I found myself on the "Smith College - Alumnae" facebook page, and someone commented: "Is anyone else disappointed with the new Reunion schedule? Instead of mixing younger and older classes each weekend, there is now one weekend for classes up to the 25th reunion and one for 30th reunion and higher. I always loved seeing the older alums on campus--they are so inspiring! I can't imagine why Smith made this change."

Also from that facebook Wall: Smith campus house mugs and mousepads by Lenora Paglia ’83

And lastly: SCMA makes Boston Globe's Top 10 campus art collections (having worked there for 3 years, albeit in an administrative assistant capacity, the art museum always feels particularly "mine"/"home" re: Smith). /edit

Speaking of planning farther ahead than my brain is right now, la bff emailed me about the winter holidays \o/  (Sparkle-text would probably be more accurate than rockstar arms, but I don't have her gift for textual representation :) )
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SCBC

9:00-9:30am prayer group.  Ross invited us to write down a couple of prayers we have for the church and then a couple of personal prayers.  I, um, did my usual list of personal prayers, and I managed "for "All Means All" to be a reality in the Church" as a church prayer.  Because there were only 5 of us, he invited us to share our prayers aloud.  I explained that I had listed lots of personal prayers, because that's how I am, and that I didn't do much about prayers for the church, since SCBC isn't my church, and also because a lot of the prayers I have for the church "I wouldn't want to impose on people here."  (Ross had explained that we would swap papers and pray throughout the week the prayers on the paper we got.)  I literally said, "One of my prayers for the global church is the full inclusion of gay, lesbian, transgender, and bisexual persons."  So when we said them aloud, I just said a few of my personal prayers, and I said my one written church prayer and explained that "All Means All" is United Methodist language about how the church should be open to all people, "you can interpret that however you wish."  We still had some time, so we swapped papers and then went around and prayed aloud some of the prayers on the paper we got, and Ross took mine and his praying around "All Means All" really focused on sort of bringing people to Christ -- reaching out to the unchurched and all.  Oh well.

I like getting the practice at extemporaneous prayer, but I had hoped that this would be time to really sit down and devote oneself to "pray without ceasing," surrounded by other believers who are also praying with you.  Though the ideas of praying someone else's prayers throughout the week and also of developing a small group where we hear each other's prayer concerns each week, definitely have value.

David did the incessant "Father God" praying again.  When I prayed, I opened with "Generous and Loving God, Mother and Father of us all" and closed with, "in the name of God the Creator, Jesus our Redeemer, and the Spirit our Sustainer, Amen."

I am jealous of the classes Ross is taking this summer --
(1) Hebrew
(2) an Old Testament survey class which requires he read the entire Old Testament, twice

***

CHPC

Karl was at a conference, so Kelsey and Kristy led service.

Kelsey's Words of Assurance she invoked the story of the woman who touched the hem of Jesus' garment.  Jesus said, "Daughter, your faith has made you well.  Go in peace."  Kelsey said, "Hear the Good News: Your sins are forgiven."
I was SO STOKED to hear Words of Assurance that were succinct and straightforward (I can't focus on Karl's Words of Assurance to save my life) and clearly rooted in Scripture (I don't necessarily disagree with what Karl says is the Good News, but I would like a clear actual source).

Scripture Readings:
Psalm 89:5-18
Mark 4:35-41
      I read from the NRSV, but swapped out "Adonai" and "God" (or "Jesus" in the Mark reading) for some of the "LORDs" and "he's."  In the receiving line, Kelsey praised me for having done a good job of reading with emphasis and everything.
      [I also liturgized the presentation -- saying, "The first Scripture reading is from... Hear what the Spirit it is saying to the church. {reading} The Word of God for the people of God."  (And the second time I did that, some of the congregation responded "Thanks be to God" -- which I had sort of said under my breath both times.)]

Sermon: "Stormy Weather" crossing borders )

Closing Hymn: "Guide My Feet"
It's all high-energy, and I was loving it.
[I'd forgotten that I used to sing this song to myself a lot -- "for I don't want to run this race alone in vain."]

***

After service, I was complaining to Kelsey about how I've been really dissatisfied with worship at CHPC recently, and I think she really didn't know what to do with me.  Then I was complaining to Katherine and she told me I should talk to Kristy (who's on Session, which meets this Wednesday).  I actually had really good conversation with Kristy.  She talked about the various factors contributing to fatigue on the part of the Session (which all made a lot of sense to me) and she told me about various committees.  And then I talked to Katherine some more, and it was really useful for me to rehearse articulating the things that are bothering me about CHPC, and I came home and wrote up a whole email (at first I was gonna write a bunch of different ones -- one about worship, one about outreach, one about the podcasts -- but stuff was so connected that I decided it made sense to just make it all one email).  When I was coming home from CWM I was worrying that I had come across as hurtful and etc., but I am trying to not stress about that, because I am not good at doing the very politic couching language, and I talked about positive steps and even things I was willing to help out on, so it's not like I just made a list of things I hate about CHPC.

CHPC committee list, for my reference )

email I sent to CHPC )

email I sent to Laura Ruth )

CWM

"We make the road by walking."
-Myles Horton

sermon -- David and Goliath, Jesus calming the storm, courage, faith in ourselves, making new paths )

We blessed fathers and then sang "Fathering God" -- a slightly edited version of "Mothering God, You Gave Me Birth," because Tallessyn pointed out that the queerest thing we this congregation could do was to take this attributes which have been traditionally attributed to mothers and attribute them also to fathers.

Then we had Reception of New Members.  Tiffany talked about how United Methodism doesn't require that you go through weeks of classes or anything, because while knowing about church history and etc. is important, what's primary is the Holy Spirit moving in you (hi Wesley's "I felt my heart strangely warmed"), and so if you feel moved right now you are welcome to come up.  I felt like she was talking to me, but not only am I stubbornly (and probably somewhat immaturely) committed to Not Officially Being a Member anywhere (When I was telling FCS-Ian about Annual Conference and mentioned that I can't vote since I'm not actually a Methodist -- though admittedly at Conference I think only delegates get votes -- and he asked if I was a member anywhere and I said no and he said he supposed that made sense since I'm involved so many places.) but I am also not willing to commit to supporting the UMC.  CWM is my home church, more and more this feels true, and I know more about Methodism than I do any of the other denominations I'm involved in, and I've started thinking of Methodists as "my people" when I encounter someone who grew up Methodist, but to actually commit to that institutional church...

***

Rev.S. said that the disciples don't ask Jesus, "Fix this," but "Teacher, do You not care that we are perishing?" that when people reach out to us in crisis, they are not necessarily looking for us to fix thing (though that may be our instinctual response) but rather to care that they are suffering.

For anyone braving the Job portion of the lectionary, may I recommend a Radio National "Encounter" program called "Ashes," looking at the Book of Job (hat-tip: Heidi).  I still really like Robert Eisen's take on the "happy ending" of Job.

***

joy sadhana )
hermionesviolin: image of Buffy and Giles seated in the school library with text "knowledge is power" (knowledge is power)
Tammy Baldwin gave the Commencement address at my alma mater this year.

The Commencement page says "At the age of 37, Baldwin became both the first woman and the first non-incumbent, openly gay person to be elected to represent her state [Wisconsin] in Congress. She was re-elected to her sixth term in 2008 and currently serves in the 111th Congress."

I read her address online.

Near the beginning she says:
My bio says I won my first campaign for public office when I was 24 years old. But my classmates always remind me that’s not completely true. My first campaign was right here at Smith when I ran for president of my house. I felt confident. I had passionately followed politics for years. And, not only was it my house, it was called Baldwin House.

Needless to say, I lost. But, I learned my lesson. I’ve never run another campaign against a Smithie. And I’ve never lost another election.
Aww.

Okay, I'm excerpting most of the remainder of her speech.
One of my favorite professors was Jim Henle. My first class with him was “infinitesimal calculus.” I was a math major and a pretty sharp student. In his class he did something that took me completely by surprise.

He assigned us “insoluble problems” -- problems with no solutions -- as homework. We weren’t expected to come up with the answers. But we were expected to show some progress.

Professor Henle’s point was that by pushing against the boundaries of what we knew, we could expand those boundaries. Of course, in the back of our heads, a lot of us had another thought: that every problem starts out as insoluble. Then somebody goes and cracks it.

I never figured out any of the problems. There’s a reason I became a politician and not a mathematician. But as my career has progressed, I’ve thought back to that class many times.

Far too often, our greatest challenges are portrayed as insoluble problems. And our reaction is to throw up our hands, say “oh well,” and go on to the next challenge. But history teaches us that even our biggest problems have solutions. How do you calculate the area of a circle? How do you build a computer for less than a million dollars? How do you govern without a King... or Queen? All insoluble problems -- or so they seemed.

Read more... )

The Reverend Martin Luther King, Jr. said “the arc of the moral universe is long, but it bends towards justice.” He used it in many speeches, but the most famous time was in his speech in Montgomery after the march from Selma.

Remember this was the third attempt to march. The first time, they were attacked by the police with clubs and tear gas and had to turn back. The second time, they were stopped by a judge’s order. The third time, they finally made it all 54 miles to Montgomery where Dr. King gave his speech.

However, all they had accomplished was getting to Montgomery. They hadn’t changed any laws. They hadn’t gotten any concessions. Jim Crow was still the law of the land.

Today, we remember the march from Selma as a key turning point in the civil rights struggle. This is how progress happens. You push and push and push until you can’t push any more. Sometimes you are beaten back. But in the end, that arc bends just slightly and the world is a better place.

Many of you know this history. I raise it today because it is easy to forget that in the history books, we always know how the story ends. Real life is different. We can’t see that far ahead. We don’t know what the future brings.

It becomes easy to focus on problems that have clear cut solutions. How do I get this job? How do I get this apartment? How do I pass this bill? Avoiding the insoluble problems means saying that at best, we can do only a little bit better. What a tragic pronouncement!
***

I heart fandom.  Someone linked to the NYT article "Dear Donna: A Pinup So Swell She Kept G.I. Mail", commenting, "I can't recommend this story highly enough. Both because it is Memorial Day, but also because it offers a really unique window on (and starting point for discussion about) fan/celebrity interaction."
hermionesviolin: text "a land flowing with milk and honey" (abundance)
SCBC Adult Ed video was on Luke 5:17-26 ... Jesus heals the paralytic ... "Faith From The Roof"

Notes:
Capernaum: "Jesus' home for the remainder of his time on Earth"
"Having Jesus around could be expensive -- especially if you invite him into your house."
"Jesus loved having his church services interrupted by people with faith and determination."
"Jesus saw the faith of the man's friends and was touched."
Jesus said, "Your sins are forgiven," and the narrator asked if he was ignoring the obvious in favor of the spiritual (commenting that this is something many pastors nowadays do) and said no, explaining that in those days people thought if you were sick it was because you had done something wrong, and so Jesus was saying, "God is not angry at you."  I was really impressed, because you have to work to get that interpretation from the text -- have to go in with the agenda that Jesus is not just saying, "Your sins being forgiven trump any other problems you have," and that is not a theological agenda I would have expected from this series.  I was, however, uncomfortable with the way that the narrator kept being like, "THE JEWS had a system wherein you had to make a sacrifice (which you would usually have to buy) to have your sins forgiven," though yes his message that "Jesus freely forgiving sins upset the economic structure and took power out of the hands of people who didn't want to give up their power" was totally a message I hear a lot in my leftie churches.  (In discussion later, Owen was talking about how preachers often don't challenge their parishioners, preach this tame Jesus, and I was like, "Actually, in a lot of my churches, especially in my evening church, we often talk about how Jesus was really radical, turning over the established order -- though we try to do it in a way that's not so negative on Judaism, by the way ... I was kind of offended by that in the video ... just wanted to put that out there," and Owen nodded understandingly, like, "Yes, I too noticed that very problematic aspect of the video.")

At one point Owen told a story of being at a funeral during the Iran hostage crisis and everyone being all, "Let's wipe those people off the map," and he was like, "I don't think that's what Christ would want, I don't think that's what our grandmother taught us," and he said, "We just wanna have a powerful reaction because we have the power."  I was really impressed and surprised given my impression of the post-9/11 Christian Right.  (Yes, for all that I'm, "No, the people who are on the other side from you are not necessarily scary," my time at SCBC has been frequently reminding me that just because people are not socially/theologically left-of-center in the way that I'm used to doesn't mean that they're necessarily going to hold all the opinions that I expect them to.)

We talked about how even nowadays people will often say that if you prayed to be healed and you weren't healed it's because you didn't have enough faith or whatever.  (I commented that Jesus was moved by the faith of the friends, and we don't know anything about the man's own faith, and that's really interesting given our traditional ideas about forgiveness being something that comes through your personal relationship with Jesus/God.)

Apparently they had done a session on the Prosperity Gospel (and agreed that they didn't think that was actually how God works).  Owen mentioned the Book of James "ask without doubting" bit, and I said that that exists in tension with other parts of the Bible, that for instance the Great Commission we read that "some doubted" but Jesus empowers and sends forth ALL of them.  (Yes, Mark Allan Powell's Loving Jesus is clearly one of the most influential books I have read.)

Owen asked us if we'd have negative consequences of out choice to follow Christ, and after the second person talked about their moment of accepting Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and Savior and whether that created a rift between them and some of their loved ones, I commented that the whole "accepting Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Savior" is really not a part of my personal theology and while I can see how it could cause rifts between people (though I don't think that's what Christ wants -- which I said), what I was thinking about when I was thinking about Owen's question was how as followers of Christ we are called to do HARD things, that we are called to love EVERYBODY, that we are called to give up everything we have and follow Jesus, and we argue around that, saying that people were more nomadic in those days and they actually had Jesus with them in the flesh and they could trust in the kindness of strangers, but we are told the story of the rich young man who did so many good things and he asked Jesus, "What's the next step?  What do I need to do to get to heaven?  How can I truly follow you?" and Jesus said, "Give everything you have to the poor and follow me," and he couldn't do that, the rich young man went away sad.  I actually felt bad that I'd gotten into the economic aspect, because the whole question of how we can best use our money and should we trust that God will provide for us like He does for the lilies and the sparrows is a whole nother conversation I wasn't even interested in having ... I'd initially meant to focus on the fact that we are called to do really difficult things like LOVE EVERYBODY, but thankfully no one continued the discussion in the "What should we do with our money?" vein.

We talked some about how people get so fixated on "enjoying" worship, and I didn't get to bring up Mark Allan Powell's "You would die for Jesus but you won't give him an hour of your time on Sunday morning?" (worship is for God, not us) versus the analogy I heard from Ari that God appreciates our worship like a parent appreciates gifts from a small child.  Owen at least does seem to have a good balance between, "Yes, you should find a place to worship that works for you ... but it shouldn't just be about 'how you feel.'"

Owen mentioned that Arch Street Church [Googling, I think he means this] used to have ads on the T specifically reaching out to be people who felt marginalized/outcast/whatever (only I don't think he quite used those words), and he said they had a lot of street people attend.
Ed said, "We could put a sign out."  [as in, put a sign out front saying that all are welcome or whatever]
Owen said, "But if they come in and they don't get it..."
I agreed, "Welcome is hard."
I actually would have been interested in a conversation about how we embody welcome in the church.

I will be sad for this to end for the summer (next week is the last one until after the summer).

Owen asked if anyone wanted to close us in prayer, and I volunteered.  I opened by saying, "Great and Gracious God, Father and Mother of us all..." partly because when David (who wasn't here today) did the prayer last week, he said "Father God" like every other clause, and it was really bothering me -- plus Molly had emailed the listserv about this weekend:
Beloved,

We're midway between Mother's Day and Father's Day, and so it's time to honor our own version at First Church: a post-gender Mothering Fathering Sunday.

Mother's Day, some of you likely know, was founded as an antiwar effort by mothers who were tired of losing their sons in violent conflicts. How times have changed...This Sunday, we'll celebrate mothering and fathering not as an exercise in materialism, but as a spiritual practice: to remember the Mother and Father of us all, to stick our finger in the side of those images of God who created us.

I'll be preaching, on the idea:  "why does it seem like the default image for God in our imaginations is old, male, white?"
***

I totally fell asleep during Karl's sermon.  This needs to stop happening.

Coffee Hour was really nice, though.

Jill asked me if I'd heard about Smith getting rid of all the chaplains, and I said I had, though I should have asked her what she had read, 'cause she was complaining about the President having made statements which implied that as a strong academic institution our students didn't "need" religion.

***

CWM's Scripture Lesson was John 17:6-24 and John 17:24ff -- as paraphrased by Walter Wink (which, heh, is on TextWeek -- link; we ended with the penultimate paragraph on that first page -- last sentence: "When they discover that power, their joy will be boundless.")  It felt a little too much for me -- some of the same feelings I get when I hear The Message version ... like it doesn't register as if I'm actually hearing The Bible, it just feels like a contemporary person talking.

Tiffany's sermon was much longer and more repetitive than I felt it needed to be, which is unfortunate since I usually really like her sermons.  [Addendum: blogspot version of her sermon -- edited down from what she preached at CWM.]

Tiffany kept talking about the status quo (Walter Wink had translated the Greek word "kosmos" as the "Domination System"), and I couldn't help thinking, "the status is not quo," even though  I don't even really like Dr. Horrible.

She said that Judas allowed betrayal to trump love -- he was alienated from relationship/God.

She mentioned that today is Ascension Sunday but that she wasn't going to be preaching on that -- "because I don't buy it ... I don't believe that Jesus ascended into Heaven and is sitting at the right hand of God ... because I look around and I see Jesus all around."  I would argue that this is a different kind of "seeing Jesus."

txt msg exchange before church:
Michelle: Hey are you going to CWM tonight?
me: I am indeed.
Michelle: Cool I will see you there!
me: Yay!
Michelle: So you support and validate my decision then? :-)
me: :P  I do indeed.  :D

Apparently she'd also texted Eric to ask if he would be going, and he said maybe, so when he saw her at church he asked, "Did my text message reply help you come?" and she said, "That's a loaded question," and he said, "No, that's a loaded answer" :)
hermionesviolin: Boston skyline at sunset with the word "Boston" at the top (Boston)
gym )

***

"Urban Ring project is no urban legend"
Okay, I totally thought that was about gangs or something.
Anyway.
I keep waiting for [livejournal.com profile] davis_square (or [livejournal.com profile] b0st0n) to post something about this.

[livejournal.com profile] davis_square does have the news that "Good Time Emporium in Somerville will close its doors on June 30 to make way for an Ikea" with this brilliant comments exchange:
[livejournal.com profile] talonvaki: Finally!
When I moved to Somerville in 2000, there was an IKEA "coming fall 2000."

...8 years later...we're finally getting the damn IKEA. Awesome.
[livejournal.com profile] nonnihil: They've had to assemble the store using only an allen wrench and a million cubic feet of particleboard; it takes a little while.

Also: I learned that the Massachusetts governor's daughter came out as a lesbian via a diary on dKos* today.  Way to fail, LJ.

*I'm trying to get back into engagement with politics.  Mostly it results in my switching tabs to go read fanfic or something because I'm either overwhelmed or frustrated, but I'm working on it.  I was v. excited to find I could switch the timezone display on dKos.  [Edit: via [livejournal.com profile] b0st0n the next day, I learned that she's going to my alma mater.]

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Got the most recent HU Gazette today.  Front page above the fold is about JKR's speech at Commencement.  I love that they include the correct pronunciation of her surname: it's pronounced ROW-ling, as in "rolling in dough"
hermionesviolin: Josh Lyman in the West Wing, wearing a suit and having just shot a basketball, with text "That's how we do things in New England, my friends." (New England)
I'm watching/listening to Harvard University Commencement afternoon activities on streaming video, and the President of the Harvard Alumnae Association just referred to "Gaudeamus igitur" as an ancient student drinking song. Who knew?

Edit: They recognized the two oldest alums in attendance -- one man and one woman, both Class of 1929, both age 99. There's also an (male) alum, Class of 1923, who will be 107 this July but was unable to make the trip from NYC.

[Also, the President of the HAA says "theerter" (for "theatre") like my mom does.]

THANK YOU, Drew Faust for correctly pronouncing J. K. Rowling's surname ("rolling").

From JKR's Commencement address:
- [Now I just have to take deep breaths] "and convince myself that I'm at the world's largest Gryffindor reunion."
- [Casting my mind back to the Commencement Address at my own graduation] "has helped me enormously, because I find I cannot recall a single word she said."
- "See, if all you remember in years ahead is the gay wizard joke, I've come out ahead of Baroness Mary Warnock."
- "There is an expiry date on blaming your parents for steering you in the wrong discussion."
- [on poverty] "It is not an ennobling experience."
- "Failure taught me things about myself I would not have learned any other way."
- [The people I sat with at graduation have been my friends for life. They are my children's godparents...] "The people who have been kind enough not to sue me when I took their names for Death Eaters."
hermionesviolin: Boston skyline at sunset with the word "Boston" at the top (Boston)
I did ~25min in the weight room this morning.

I called Cailin's realtor (left him a voicemail).  I will probably send a followup e-mail tomorrow.

I put up a new shower curtain in the bathroom -- against the wall, so I was standing on the edge of the tub 'cause I'm a shortie.  I felt very accomplished when I was done.

[livejournal.com profile] paper_crystals is planning a picnic for her birthday the same Saturday I was planning a house party for my 25th bday (July 12).

I'm gonna be in San Diego for an afternoon and Los Angeles for a weekend visiting my brother in late June.  Any suggestions for places to see, things to do, etc.?

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I went to the free lunch NEG debrief today -- in part because I figure I'm gonna be involved in the course next year more likely than not, so it would probably make sense, and in part because hi, all my lunch people will be at this meeting so who else am I gonna eat with?  (It was Nicki soliciting feedback on the course from the FA's.)

We were talking about Learning Teams and how they're set up, and Kyle said something about mixing together the Oklahoma Sooners with the Yale Bulldogs, and MaryAlice perked up (she loves bulldogs) and asked if that was really the Yale mascot.  He said yeah, that and the "Elis."  Someone asked what that referenced, and Kyle said, "Elijah?"  I said that beat out my alma mater's history of Virgins, Unicorns, and Pioneers.

of course after I got back to my desk I did research )

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CHPC Book Group got canceled tonight (Karl just returned from Rome and was exhausted), so I got to have more time with Jonah.

We went to Namaskar (will do Mr. Crepe next time) for dinner.  I am not used to looking at a menu and having so many appealing options.  I ultimately got the Saag Paneer.  And ice cream for dessert.

Among other things, we talked about modern lit and how "book club books" are looked down on.  Amy, I immediately thought of you and YA lit and reality tv.  In talking about ya lit, we (by which I mostly mean "I") mentioned: Speak (Laurie Halse Anderson), Empress of the World (Sara Ryan), Hard Love (Ellen Witlinger), and Chris Crutcher (specifically Staying Fat for Sarah Byrnes).

We walked to Porter and outside the T station, Nicki saw us.  Whee!  I ended up T-ing with Jonah all the way back to Forest Hills (where he picked up the 34E to go home).  I sort of wished I'd had The Economist on me to read on the way home.
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A recent Sophian article opened:
"I am not here as a firefighter trying to put out the flames of this racial incident or to give a Kumbaya-My-Lord-We-Are-All-a-Big-Happy-Family speech to make most people at Smith feel good about themselves," he said. "I am here today to speak truth to power about race matters in contemporary America and, in the process, connect the dots about this 'incident,' an incident and an aftermath which I believe are emblematic about how race works in post-civil rights America."

Those were some of the opening words of Professor Eduardo Bonilla-Silva's speech titled "It's Real! Racism, Discrimination, Color Blindness and Isolated (Racial) Incidents." The Duke University sociology professor spoke on Jan. 29 to a nearly packed house at John M. Greene Hall. The meeting was an all-campus meeting called last semester by President Christ in response to a blackface incident at a Smith party last November.
I only sort of followed the blackface party incident, but I love the opening "I am not here as a firefighter trying to put out the flames of this racial incident or to give a Kumbaya-My-Lord-We-Are-All-a-Big-Happy-Family speech to make most people at Smith feel good about themselves."

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Unrelatedly, [livejournal.com profile] polymexina recently posted:
Reduced to the Small Screen
Incident, Reaction, Forget, Repeat: Formulaic Entertainment Replaces Serious Discussion on Race

By DeNeen L. Brown and Darryl Fears
Washington Post Staff Writers
Sunday, November 11, 2007; M01
Excerpts )

On the theme of politics as entertainment: My dad sent me this link.

He also sent me this one -- which is not about politics as entertainment, but rather about politics and hypocrisy.  Interestingly, my immediate reaction was to defend the Left's position -- but yeah, it is one of those instances of "When my side does it, it's okay," which was the kind of thing I called people on a lot at Smith.  (I'm actually not entirely averse to people making the "When my side does it, it's okay," argument, I just want them to acknowledge that that's the argument they're making.)
hermionesviolin: (andro)
gym )

I'd heard predictions of snow showers for Monday morning. On my way in to work there were flecks of snow, easily confused with cigarette ash (a reverse confusion I made leaving Berklee Friday night). Watching the news at the gym this morning, I was jealous of New Jersey with its footage of snow (over an inch thick) coating cars etc.

Katie: "Why would you ever be jealous of New Jersey?"
me: "I hear Pennsylvania got inches of snow, too, so I could be jealous of Pennsylvania."

I woke up at 7:05 this morning, which was problematic, but I managed to get out of the house at 7:30, which is about the upper limit for when I can leave the house and still do a full cardio workout (half hour plus five-minute cooldown) and get in to the office by 9am. She's continually impressed that I do the morning gym thing and said, "You inspire me."

Speaking of my influence on her... she was in Best Buy with her friend Ben over the weekend and saw HIMYM S1 DVD and had to buy it. (We recently finished S1 in lunchtime viewing, and she fell in love with the show early on.) She made him watch the first 4 episodes, and he enjoyed it. She almost e-mailed me yesterday to tell me but decided it could wait until today.

This afternoon Ian asked me for cookies. I asked what kind he wanted and he said anything, "emergency sugar." I made some sort of noises about how he should really have his own stash. "So I stop bothering you?" he said, and before I could respond, he offered, "So I don't die?" (He's diabetic.) I was like, "Yeah, that." He says he has stuff in his car.

Nicole was talking about podcasting -- NPR, Berkeley courses, etc. -- noting various stuff I might be interested (i.e., religion). I mentioned that I don't have an iPod -- and more generally that I'm just more comfortable engaging with stuff as written texts rather than as listening to radio programs for example. During our conversation she mentioned that oh yeah on my walking commute in to work I do "prayer and meditation." I was a bit abashed because honestly it mostly turns into distracted planning of my day and suchlike, but I was touched that this is a dominant piece of information she remembers about me.

Speaking of... prayers appreciated for: family friend Ginny H. who fell about a month and a half ago and damaged her knee and now has a nasty infection, for Lorraine who's chosen to leave her Ph.D. program and is job-hunting, and for a dear friend I'm not naming because we have mutual friends but who's going through a really difficult time.

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Princess Tickybox (aka, [livejournal.com profile] minim_calibre's two and a half year old daughter) is phenomenally attractive.

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from Friday's Smith eNews:
LGBT Alumnae Forming Affinity Group
At Reunion in 2007, LGBT (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender) alumnae, those with LGBT children, and other alumnae allies from the classes of '05, '97, '82, and '57 held a gathering to share their stories. It was such a positive experience that participants wanted to form an ongoing group, with the goal of becoming an Alumnae Association affinity group. The idea is to create a broad-based group that would link members across generations to engage in conversations that affect the LGBT community personally and professionally and to renew connections to Smith through online discussions as well as events at college reunions. Does this interest you? Would you help in putting together such a group? What are your ideas about it? Let us know by contacting [redacted]. We want to hear from you.
Dude, I was totally a queer '05 at Reunion in '07 and I don't recall this.

Edit: I forgot to include (via friendsfriends) Cracked.com takes a look at the next nine children's characters that should come out of the closet.

Wow.

Sep. 7th, 2007 01:46 pm
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I just found out via [livejournal.com profile] musesfool on the flist that Madeleine L'Engle died last night.

Link goes to a Publishers Weekly page where L'Engle is a line item below a longer obit about a woman who died August 31, which initially confused me as apparently I have no reading comprehension.

Edit, from friendsfriends: NYT writeup and a 1998 essay on her work which I haven't read. /edit

I went to the Smith website to see if they had a news item up about it yet and learned that Newsweek Magazine names Smith as "Hottest Women's College."
hermionesviolin: (friendship)
Slept through church two weeks in a row.  Sigh.  Having company's worth it, though.  Loff Cat like whoa.  And dude, platonic sleeping together?  Awesome idea.  (Thanks to Kate for that one.)

Cat & Kate discovered that you really can walk underground from Park St. to Downtown Crossing.  I totally hadn't thought that was an actual possibility.

I also learned that Uno Chicago Grill actually has a ton of yummy vegetarian foodage options.

I'm up to mid-S3 of CSI and will be writing episode writeups for the rest of my natural life.

Lessee, anything else of note to write about?  Oh, at dinner with Cat and Kate we were talking about Smith (natch) and Kate said that Smith is a very "naked' school, not just physically (hello, Convocation) but also in the sense that we very much put our shit right out on the table -- which can of course be both good and bad.  I thought (and still do) this was a brilliant way of articulating it.
hermionesviolin: black and white photo of Emma Watson as Hermione, with text "hermionesviolin" (hermione by oatmilk)
We didn't have any bread, so I bought lunch today.  I asked for a calzone and the woman said, "It has meat in it.  Do you want this instead?"  (Gesturing to the peppers and cheese stromboli.)  ♥  The stromboli wasn't great, but it wasn't bad either.  The calzone sign said broccoli & pancetta, and having never heard the word "pancetta" I just assumed it was a kind of cheese.  Dictionary.com, AHD, tells me it's "Italian bacon that has been cured in salt and spices and then air-dried."  And gee, isn't this attractive: "Italian, diminutive of pancia, belly"

We got a letter from the Farrs yesterday.  The were ministers at UCN when I was wee and had daughters who bracketed me in age.  We haven't heard much from them in ages, probably since before Phyllis [bestest old lady evar] died, which was when I was in junior high.

"Ron and I are in our sixteenth year at Emmanuel Lutheran UCC in Watertown.  We think you'd both love this lively, progressive church family.  This past year our church voted to become an Open & Affirming, multicultural, multiracial congregation -- which was no surprise because for over a decade our church has attracted a wealth of diverse people from all walks of life, and we are truly enriched by the miracle of each person here.  We also have become a Green Church (earth-friendly, etc.) and are endorsing as many Fair Trade products as we can.  We feel privileged to be the co-pastors of such an intelligent, open-hearted, open-minded family of faith."

My dad says becoming an Open & Affirming church is what all the cool churches are doing nowadays, and it is so true :)  Still makes me happy, though.  The list reminded me so much of First Churches.  And it occurred to me that if they had stayed I would be having recurrent conversations with [livejournal.com profile] wisdomeagle about how it made my brain hurt that her ministerpeople experience was so not mine even though we had such similar ministerpeople, and yeah, potentialities are weird.

Speaking of potentialities, classes at Smith are starting up again, so I get to be jealous (though honestly, I'm really not jealous much at all; look at e go, rocking the contentment).

I missed Children's Lit by one year!  *pouts*  (Plus of course mt's modern poetry seminar last semester, which I was bitter about starting like a year ago now.  I'm over it by now, though.)

(Simmons has a graduate program in children's literature?  Oh, and I don't think I ever linked to it, but kidlit & femslash -- discussion in [livejournal.com profile] fox1013's LJ.)

I'm also mildly jealous of Catholic Philosophical Tradition.  Except, oops, it's taught by Carol Zaleski.  Not so much.


[livejournal.com profile] thistlerose got a Vermont Teddy Bear Company catalogue in the mail today, so she posted a bunch of picture links.  The Wedding Bears come in m/m and f/f as well as m/f, which is pleasing.  I was reminded of the Hallmark kissing bears debacle of February 2002.  [Sidenote: Not being at Smith means no Anti-Valentine's Day party for me :(  But hey, I do have good memories.]  And most are available in 4 different fur colors.

Pride Bear? I, um, may have made him my desktop at work.  I thought of buying some but, um, $80 = meep!  My mom says I should just get a cheap knockoff in the South End.  Oh, and if you wanted to be subtle: cowboy bear ;)

This afternoon I got an LJ comment from Dec. 28/29.  It was a reply to a fic feedback comment I'd left, so no big, but still, weird.

Hey, Ari, up for remixing Sherlock Holmes fic?  [livejournal.com profile] remixredux wants you.

some political talk )
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Last meeting of Skarda's class was a house party per usual.  I kept feeling like there should be alcohol because last time i was there was the Christmas party at the end of Romantics class.  And then lo there was orange grapefruit compote with triple sec.  Which of course i didn't eat, 'cause hello grapefruit, but still.

On Monday i told Kate the Bluebeard story because she had never heard it (and it's my seminar reading for this week) and realized just how much i have totally adopted her gestures and inflections for storytelling.  Then i actually read the Perrault story, and found it so caricatured.  NMB actually finds the Grimms' "Fitcher's Bird" a more poorly put together story.

The last time i read Angela Carter's "The Bloody Chamber" i was really into the heroine's sexual development, her awakening to the pleasures of S&M, and i was much less convinced this time around, which might mean that i was in a particular headspace last time and this time around am more aware of the fact that Carter didn't intend that (after all, the piano-tuner seems pretty vanilla) but given how much Carter uses the theme of awakening the dark primal bestial sexuality beneath the surface, and uses it as a positive thing, it seems to me a potentially valid reading of the text.  I want fanfic in which Bluebeard isn't a murderer and in which they negotiate a really hot kinky sexlife.  Alternatively, kinky post-canon fic.

Candi's doing her final paper on folklore motifs in Tori Amos songs, focusing on sex and violence.

It was sinking in on my way home from class that the class-taking phase of my undergraduate career is now over forever.

Poll inspired by a real-life story from a friend:
So, you're on a date with a guy.  Somehow it comes up in conversation that he would like to make a porn film, "But not the cheesy hardcore kind. Something classier - geared to women and couples."
[Poll #484240][And for those of whom your immediate reaction is, "I'm on a date with a guy? wtf?" just play along.]

And from a completely different context, [livejournal.com profile] phineasjones says, "i can't believe anyone out there is like, 'i have breasts, so i already have all the breast experience i need.' i mean, come on! there is so much variety to be explored!"

Fortune cookie: "Don't be hasty, prosperity will knock on your door soon."
If this soon-to-be-graduate believed on fortune cookies, this would be quite comforting.  (Though what's up with the implication that i'm being hasty?)  Extra fun if one adds on the requisite "in bed"  :)
And speaking of jobs for graduates, my father sent me this, which excerpts from a piece in The Christian Science Monitor that says the job market is improving for this year's college graduates.  ("The expected salary range for bachelor's degrees in liberal arts today: $29,400 to $35,000, according to CollegeJournal.com."  Hotness.)

House meeting re: house closing procedures didn't actually inform us of what to do if one actually has damaged furniture.  ecox asked how the college notifies/bills you, and Patricia didn't know.  I had thought there was a sheet we got at the end of the year whereon you can mark any damage in your room, but maybe i'm conflating that with the sheet you get when you first move in.

My Inklings paper is so much academic bullshit in the vein of my Eyre Affair paper.  In a novel which i whine about being full of stock characters, i ended up arguing for subtlty and complexity of characterization.  Huh.  I still need to do my reading journal, but that's even easier than the paper and can be turned in next week.  I am so excited to finally be able to work on my seminar paper in earnest.  I thought i had read nearly all the modern English language LRRH variants in existence, but i just read an article in a 1982 issue of International Folklore Review which contains the following paragraph: "It should be noted that these three obscene versions did not appear in pornographic magazines but were printed in The Smith, a perfectly serious American literary publication.  There are, of course, sexual illustrations of Little Red Riding Hood along this line in hard-core sex magazines which are unsuitable for reproduction here, but it cannot be denied that sexual interpretations of fairy stories in all degrees from refinement to crudity have become a popular form of entertainment among adults."  They do reproduce a 1974 Playboy cartoon and a 1978 Punch one, though.  And the footnote to that paragraph might get used in my paper (whose topic is LRRH as a willing sexual participant): "An advertisement for sexual stimulators showed a picture of Little Red Riding Hood and the wolf with a variety of such devices and the caption 'The better to please you with, my dear.' Hustler, April 1978, 20."

I learned that Jane St. Clair wrote Voyager fic, including TNG crossover.  I, of course, refuse to read Voyager fic until i've watched all 7 seasons through.  I told Emma about the argument Cat and i had about TNG Q!sex given the Voyager canon, and she pointed out that if Q+human can have sex the Q way, shouldn't they also be able to the human way? ::hearts her::  I really need to rewatch that episode (preferably as part of a full canon tour, though).

Am considering hitting up the MFA Dance Concert on Friday and then leaving early to go to the One-Acts.  (The lack of Christopher Durang in the latter makes me sad.  But it's in the TV Studio rather than HF, which makes me think it's a different set of one-acts than usual.)

[livejournal.com profile] atpolittlebit points out a quote from "Life of the Party" (Angel 5.05) that could be seen to refer to Firefly.
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Tammy Bruce is speaking at UMass this Wednesday (7pm, Student Union). If i'm gonna grow up and be the child of Tammy Bruce and Eugene Volokh, i think Tristan Taormino should be my crazy aunt, for the balance, 'cause otherwise my radical queerness (such as it is) seems rather out of left field (though i blame most stuff on my lineage, and it's a left-fielder in actuality too). I'm jealous of Brown for getting her "My Life as a Feminist Pornographer" lecture (this Tuesday. 5pm). And Wooster in Ohio gets "Sexploration on College Campuses," which title makes me wonder what Tristan thinks of Katie Roiphe.

Emma was complaining about her history teacher offering a perspective not usually heard at Smith, which Ruhi said was "refreshing." Normally i'd be inclined to agree (see above re: Tammy Bruce), but having listened to Emma, it didn't sound like he was presenting a particularly reasoned perspective, which made me sad. Speaking of: a reminder that Canada is not perfect. (No i'm not deeply interested in a discussion about whether Canada is on the whole better than the USA, i just get irked when it -- or any other country -- gets presented as Heaven on Earth, and also when the USA gets presented as Worstest Baddest Nation Evar.)

[livejournal.com profile] redredshoes talks about the fact that bullimia is what really killed Terri Schiavo and how this isn't getting any media coverage.

The Marines wanted my brother, though he's disqualified due to his unfortunate gene pool. We're gonna have interesting and very disparate lives whatever happens (and yet i expect we will continue to get along well) but that would have been particularly interesting and disparate. I am now deprived of the chance to say, "Hey, my brother's a Marine and he's not scary." from my mother's e-mail )

MAT class tonight, Meg presented on Elizabeth Bishop's "One Art" and gave us a copy of a first draft thanks to another prof (you can read most of it via this essay). Generally i think the published version is a better poem (though it's very different) but there are some bits i wish could have been left in. cut for spoilers? )

I haven't read much Elizabeth Bishop, but poking around i find i really like "In The Waiting Room".
Ernest Hemingway was once challenged to write a story in six words. The result: "For sale: baby shoes, never used." It's rumored that Hemingway thought it was his greatest work, and it's invariably offered as the standard to which micro-fiction should aspire.
Other 6-word-story attempts here.
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Dear Classics people: A friend of mine is considering taking Ancient Greece with Richard Lim next semester but has heard he gives obscene amounts of work. (She is suffering through Steiber this semester and does not want a repeat of that.) You people talk about Lim frequently, but i never remember any of it. Help me (her) out?

Dear anyone: One of my seminar classmates is doing her paper on the Lanning Fountain. If you've heard stories about the fountain (whether or not you think they're necessarily true -- this is a folklore class, after all), please fill out her questionnaire and e-mail it to her at ttawzer@smith
Try to answer the first question without looking at the others, and then answer any of the other questions you might have answers to. Please answer truthfully, and leave any questions you do not have an answer to blank. Please include class year and the names of all the houses you have lived in with your response.

The Lanning Fountain sits between the Science Quad and the greenhouse. It features a basin with the statue of a young woman and bears the inscription "In Memory of a Beautiful Life" on the pedestal.

1. In general? What do you know about the fountain? What have you heard about it since you came to Smith?

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