hermionesviolin: (light in the darkness)
Sunday, I decided that my joy sadhana verse for Advent would be this from the Bob Franke concert I went to on Friday:
Hail full of grace, the Lord is with you
Worlds without end depend on you
Bless'd is the one whom you bring forth
Whom no one else can bring
-"Say Yes," Bob Franke
and then Monday afternoon this came up on my GoogleReader:
The Angels of Advent are saying, "Do not be afraid" -- we bring good news of immigration reform.

And what does fear do to us?
Although I vaguely registered the post title ("Been There, Bordered That. So Why Are We Still So Afraid?") when I first glanced at it on my GoogleReader, but my eyes didn't actually register the "we bring good news of immigration reform" portion when I glanced at the screen, so my entire takeaway was the reminder that the angels of Advent tell us "Do not be afraid."

Yes, on reflection I remember that arguably one reason the angels routinely open with this declaration is that people were likely to be scared of the angels -- God often asks scary things of us, plus angels themselves are creatures of wind and fire
Seraphs were in attendance above G!d; each had six wings: with two they covered their faces, and with two they covered their feet, and with two they flew.
-Isaiah 6:2
Things I learned on Monday: "seraphim" literally means "burning ones."


BUT.

I still think the general message of, "Do not be afraid," is powerful and relevant. Or rather, "Feel the fear and do it anyway" (and now I can't find the Felix Baumgartner article I saw linked a while ago, alas). Insert DBT evangelism here or something. Which, yes, obvious caveats about legit danger &c.

I'm actually not interested in the framing of being not afraid of what God Wills for us -- "I know God won't give me more than I can handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much." -- but rather the general idea of actively moving through our lives less caged in by fear. Breathing through the fear. Feeling the fear and doing it anyway.
hermionesviolin: Buffy in a red cloak with text "I can lose my hard earned freedom if my fear defines my world" (Superchick lyrics) (fear leads to not-freedom)
Wednesday (Aug. 24) I read Molly's post: "Acrophobia" and wanted to go rock wall climbing again. ("Belay on!")

Friday (Aug. 26), I forget how I came across "Do Things That Scare The Sh*t Out Of You" -- excerpt:
as adults, we have the ability to stay in our comfort zone. We don't even have to push ourselves to do little brave things, like going dancing. We can easily surrender to inertia, not leave the house, not leave the couch, not leave our job, not change our lives. We're not forced to try new things, and when we stop being brave, we forget how to do it. When we stop being brave we forget that the fear of trying something new is almost always worse than actually doing something new. When we stop practicing pushing through the fear, we forget that the fear is a lie, not the truth.
Sunday (Aug. 28), Robbie and Laci and I went to Soak City at Cedar Point. I have nearly no memory of my 8th grade trip to Canobie Lake Park (my one and only trip to a water park). This time: Open-top slides that you zoom down ... yeah, I was having some nervousness. I did basically all of the rides, though. I wouldn't really say that I actively enjoyed any of them (until the second-to-last one of our first round), but I wouldn't also say that I had actively negative experiences. One of them (near the end of our second/last round) I felt like "oh god oh god i'm gonna die" (though not in a genuinely frightened way) and afterwards I was like, "That adrenaline ... could feel like excitement." We ended in Breakers Bay, and I realized I'd forgotten that one of the things I loved about New Hampshire was being in an inner tube on the lake, enjoying the waves from the boats going by.

(On the ~eventual to-do list: learn to drive and learn to swim.)

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