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[hermionesviolin]

Because really, all i do recently it seems is fill up the friendspages with angst, and no one is under any obligation to read any of it.

That said...

Why can't i let things go? Why do i obsess so much? I decided i really didn't have a crush on her because i know almost nothing about her and there was lots i disliked and i couldn't think of anything i actually liked about her. So i was all "just move on, get over it" and yet twice now today i'm all angsty 'cause i feel like i'm being rejected, like she likes lots of other people but doesn't care about me at all. And i ask myself what is wrong with me, why do i care, why am i making such a big deal out of this? Why am i obsessing over stuff that doesn't mean anything, over a girl i thought i didn't like. School provides quite enough stress without me creating angst for myself. I am so messed up. If i went for a walk every time i felt like this i think i would never get any work done. Besides, it's almost dinner time.

Comments

[zzrg.livejournal.com]

Never feel bad about writing about the human condition, i.e. angst. It is something we all seem to share. Well, wait. I don't. I am forswearing humanity and becoming a large furry good hearted monster. At least until spring or employment, whichever comes first.

[hermionesviolin.livejournal.com]

Aw, "large furry good hearted monster[s]" are good to have around, too.

[laynamarya.livejournal.com]

Baby, it's okay. You continue to be ADORABLE and I love you.

[hermionesviolin.livejournal.com]

That made me so happy, Layna. I love you, too. Buckets of hugs.

[antheia.livejournal.com]

Oh man, I think everyone goes thru the "I don't really like her for x,y or z reason" in an attempt to get a crush out of their head. ::HUGS::

I being the last person to give advice about getting over an obsession will simply say: ::HUGS:: again.

As to angst and writing about same in your journal, what is a journal for if not the spewing out of your emotions, whatever they may be?