And now i'm going to bed.

[hermionesviolin]

I wonder when i learned to cry quietly, almost silently, so as not to disturb the people near me, to not worry and hurry them from adjoining rooms.

And i wonder when i'll cry loudly again.

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[zzrg.livejournal.com]

(*comfort*)

[offbalance.livejournal.com]

oh, honey! *hugs* what's wrong?

(or is this related to the Sandman post that I did not read on account of the fact that I am waiting for books one & two to arrive via Amazon?)

[hermionesviolin.livejournal.com]

:) Points to you.

And have i mentioned how much i love libraries and interlibrary loan? All ten volumes, and then i put in requests for the 11th volume i hadn't known existed (http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/156389629X/qid=/br=1-/ref=br_lf_b_//002-6126894-1813612?v=glance&s=books&n=193766) and the Death (http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/1563891336/qid=/br=1-/ref=br_lf_b_//002-6126894-1813612?v=glance&s=books&n=193766) books (http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/1563893339/qid=/br=1-/ref=br_lf_b_//002-6126894-1813612?v=glance&s=books&n=193766).

[antheia.livejournal.com]

::cuddles::

And I think it happens gradually, but next time you start to cry, open your mouth and see if you can get sound to come out. It's meant to be a release, after all, and noise is part of that.