I keep telling myself that vacation will be good for me.

[hermionesviolin]

Have I mentioned recently how tired I am? Of doing ALL the logistics? Of feeling like the only power I have is to say "No" (like I don't have power to effect any positive change I want to happen) and apparently on top of that I am really disinclined to want to say "No"?

Work isn't feeding me these days, and I know there are hard soul-searching questions it would be good for me to ask myself about what all I'm doing these days (not just in my paid job), and I know that I have fear around asking those questions 'cause I have fear around what the answers might be, and I know that probing those fears would be good...

Blah.

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[archangelwells.livejournal.com]

~hugs~

[hermionesviolin.livejournal.com]

Thanks, dear. *hugsback*

[lunabee34.livejournal.com]

I have no advice for you beyond be true to yourself or listen to your heart.

What I can say beyond that is that you are awesome and funny and sweet and kind and fun to be around and I want for you THE BEST POSSIBLE LIFE YOU CAN EVER HAVE.

Do whatever you need to (and only for your values of need to) to make that possible.