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[hermionesviolin]

So, one of the things I mention a lot in therapy is my, "But if I did it, then it would get done correctly," impulse.

Today, therp asked me what the psychology behind my micromanaging drive is, and I honestly had no idea. It is very much a True Fact about me now, but it's not something I can point to having been present throughout my development.* Walking back to work, I thought about the fact that my job has trained it into me in some ways. Anyone else have any thoughts?

*Okay, in writing this up it occurs to me that there's the "stubborn independent baby, I can do it myself, maybe" -- but I think that's slightly different, since this is more about my micromanaging tendencies. Though okay, a stubborn "I know best/I can do it myself" could easily transfer to "I know best for you, too/you should just let me do it."

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[hedy.livejournal.com]

You had it at Smith, so it didn't grow at HBS-LOL. For ME, my micromanaging is pretty much the fact that that's the behavior that received reinforcement in my life. Did it happen a lot in high school?

[hermionesviolin.livejournal.com]

Heh, it's not something that I think of myself as particularly having at Smith -- though, okay, I can think of some instances. Say more about that?