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hermionesviolinI spent about 12 hours out of my house on Sunday, home for about 20 minutes in the middle. However, in that brief period of being home I checked my email and had an email with news that so gladdened me re: [redacted v. Holy Saturday] and as a bonus made me really happy re: [redacted v.2].
I'm still feeling avoidant about doing anything productive, but today I pushed myself to do various small things on my plate and to make headway on bigger things like catching up on CWM Financial Secretary stuff. I really do not like talking about myself in ways that sound to me like clinical depression. I am really committed to this self-identity of being a high-functioning person. I also feel like I'm really emotionally healthy (I don't feel emotionally drained by the past few weeks, I was proud of my emotional maturity about something today, etc.) -- so it feels inaccurate to use words like "depression."
"On either side of the river is the tree of life...and the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations." (Revelations 22:2)
I'm still feeling avoidant about doing anything productive, but today I pushed myself to do various small things on my plate and to make headway on bigger things like catching up on CWM Financial Secretary stuff. I really do not like talking about myself in ways that sound to me like clinical depression. I am really committed to this self-identity of being a high-functioning person. I also feel like I'm really emotionally healthy (I don't feel emotionally drained by the past few weeks, I was proud of my emotional maturity about something today, etc.) -- so it feels inaccurate to use words like "depression."
"On either side of the river is the tree of life...and the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations." (Revelations 22:2)