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hermionesviolin) wrote2002-11-17 11:43 am
hermionesviolin) wrote2002-11-17 11:43 am
Even the snow can't improve my mood.
I don't really know how to do all the homework i have left to do. I have papers and presentations wherein i don't know what to say, and a Linguistics assignment i don't know the answers to.
Every time i eat recently my stomach feels weird. And it hasn't taken much to make me feel full.
I hate that every time i have a crush on someone, when it ends i wholesale dislike the person. I hate that right now i dislike Sara but part of me still sort of (wants to) has a crush on her and wants her to like me (as a friend).
I didn't go to church this morning, and i think that was the right decision. I like when i know what the right choice is and i make it. I dislike that so often i can't figure out what the right choice is.
I don't know what i want. I don't know what to do to make it better.
So i'm going to go to the library for my research paper because perhaps a change of scenery will do me good and it's something that has to get done anyway.
Every time i eat recently my stomach feels weird. And it hasn't taken much to make me feel full.
I hate that every time i have a crush on someone, when it ends i wholesale dislike the person. I hate that right now i dislike Sara but part of me still sort of (wants to) has a crush on her and wants her to like me (as a friend).
I didn't go to church this morning, and i think that was the right decision. I like when i know what the right choice is and i make it. I dislike that so often i can't figure out what the right choice is.
I don't know what i want. I don't know what to do to make it better.
So i'm going to go to the library for my research paper because perhaps a change of scenery will do me good and it's something that has to get done anyway.